I've been away too long from the forums honestly and many things happened. Life isn't always as easy as it seems. I'm having a tough time. Sometimes it's really, really tough, I can better say that I'm going through a (kind of) depression, which doesn't always make it easy to be a happy person. It sounds really weird but sometimes I just feel as if the world has stopped for me and that there's nothing left that can ever make me happy. Fortunately contact with some of my (kind of) friends/classmates cheers me up a bit and I have my relatives that are always supporting me at all time. And honestly, I have no idea which person I would have been without music: AKA... Coldplay I am getting help so please don't worry too much about me. I just wanted to share in what state I am in. And of course I hope that everyone here on the forums is fine !