Jeff Gordon

hey r u the girl at the end??? since I am Spiderman now...

:) I love Spiderman!!! cool...I'm spiderman...now I can climb the walls of my school in thru the window and change my grade back from an F to an A...thanks friends! lol :)

LifeIs4Living, ur kidding??? I'm not??? :huh: :( :blush:

LiquidSky, u rock ...thanx..I'm going to get some ice cream and listen to Coldplay all day...wait, I have 3 days...better stock up on the icecream and put my Coldplay CD's on repeat...lol...hey I am starting to feel better...thanx everybody!!!!! :D

joyce, hey thank you!...I really needed that...and I'm going to have to do that...I guess this is an obstacle in life that I have to overcome no matter how painful it is...I just hope I get better and not worse...some kid in my class said I probably will kill myself b4 I'm 25 bcuz I can't accept failure...I hope he's wrong :cry:

Sweet One, that's funny! thx for cheering me up!!! headbanger_bassist, my dad wasn't happy at all but he knows that I'm struggling with this F thing...so he's going easy on me...I still got grounded tho...but I think him yelling at me hurts the most than getting my ass kicked.. :(

:cry: thanx everybody for the advice...this is harder than i thought...and yea it may not seem so big to some people but how does one just get over it?...and for real...it's really bad the way I am about doing bad :(

badlydrawngirl, but u don't get it...if I'm failing something now, it can happen again except in something else...I'm not supossed to fail at n e thing.. :cry:

:huh: ok here's my problem...I'm having a really horrible time dealing with the fact that I failed at something...especially school..even tho it was only one semester...but I have had this fear of failing since I was little......what do I do now???...my life is all screwed up now :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

ok verdict is in.... :cry: I'm getting an F for my final grade and 3 days suspension...this can't be happening! :cry: ...I just experienced something I constantly fear..."failure"... :cry:

my dad is in w/principal trying to talk them out of suspension and the F...and no dad's not happy at all...I get excellent grades in school but I made mistake :cry:

ok so I tried to help a friend out by taking pix of my answers on my test with my picture phone...and he got caught with it when he went to class and took his test...and now I'm facing 3 days suspension plus an F in my English class for semester...I'm an honors student and have never gotten a C or a D or an F...WTF????...what do u think is a good punishment?...I made a mistake that's all[/b]

if a girl talks u into doing it...how can u say no...I mean I wanted to do it but I guess she made it easier to say yes...hey I got it!! lol....

Twix, you're killing me here Twix!!!...she persuaded me more than me actually wanting to...u can be curious about stuff til it's time to actually go thru it...did that make n e sense??? lmfao

twin4life, ...well ur a girl...girls usually don't do it early or r ever ready at my age (13)...we guys can do it at n e time!!! :)

guyputsasmileuponmyface, ..well I was very curious about doing it n e way so it was great that she was like that... ;) of course it was nerve wracking... :embarrased: Twix, odd combination??...lol...I guess.... :confused: Tom Peed, and her breaking up with me was the aftermath I didn't expect... :huh: oh yea and me passing out was the cause of her dumping me... :cry: WAAAAAA!!!! but it's her loss not mine!!.. :P .besides my current gf Blossom is the best thing that ever happened to me.. :) .I LOVE U BLOSSOM WALLACE!!!!!! :kiss:

I learned that no matter how hard u try....u can't drive a car with ur eyes closed for more than 30 secs... :o which is still long...me? I tried riding my bike with my eyes closed and it didn't last long... LMFAO :lol:

girlstar, hell yeah!!!! ...and to the rest...LMFAO...especially to badaboum re: BJ...lmfao :lol: ....just to let u know...I had sex bcuz I wanted to and Jodie was very persuasive...and yea I was ready....just didn't expect the aftermath.. :(

so? I don't get it...what's the big deal??...she asked me to do it :/

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Twix, yea.. she said i did..and I had no clue that I was going to pass out after I stood up...so maybe that had something to do with it? :blush:

yea I know...lol... :lol:

I turned 13 on Dec 31st 2003...we started going out in November 2003...after we did it...she broke up w/me 3 days later... :(

we broke up already :lol:

hey everybody thanx 4 replying to my question...we all have different views, well most of u have same view on me not having sex...but I did it and I'm sure I'll do it again...but just to let u know, I'm very careful :)