lilmissdj

"father of creation"... I always take the boy first in the name Christina... I put myself before all even my own... I protect the well being of all... even for a .. there is no male for a daddy and mommy of all... we have broken home world... divorces.... and its a world of learning yourself and for a higher and greater good... and we have to accept that there is more then one love story and people can be in love with two different people at the same time... I have my own ideas... its called... believe for imagination and keep busy and make sure you have security and stability and .. work on your future and after death if you believe in other worlds or re incarnation... all things are temporary.. This is EARTH E for EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE A for ALL R for Recycle T for TRASH H FOR HOME BASE I think I will polietly and respectfully bow down to all, and excuse myself from all of population ... and I gotta go, I gotta be out, I'm out...I aM that only one that whatever 99.96% of population does... I don't If I Have to..I probably will talk like a 2 year old preschooler to have to sit down and get flash cards out to explain why and explain I dont need a reason.. the answer is no... If I have to make up a reason it may not sound nice.. I am not on my Mission for God , as a humanitarian.. www.youtube.com put in search box... Re-invent yourself My suggestion.. build on your albums.. X&y you could make another album .. something spun off of this album Find your creativity... If possible.. go thru your stuff in your room... keep any sentimental items you had the longest and throw everything out and everything or donate it to a thrift store and Start over..you will have alot of new creative ideas.. you have to get out with the old and in with the new.. you will feel better. www.dnbforum.com This is my old site heres another for inspiration www.djforums.com www.idmforums.com www.dogsonacid.com Best, Melisa <3 Old music English/ British//UK Singer with downtempo ambient dnb tracks1997

I am returning to the board after 6 years and im not so sure that this the same board because this one seems so like a college student made it... Chris Martin... I adore that so UK look .. my favorite picture of you is in the yellow music video but that is the least favorite song... tell me No more keeping feet on the ground... did I rewind the past to my future completely ignoring its release during a really bad part of my life? Maybe you should get a night and come to play in philly, this time when I buy your tickets way ahead of time and first... I wont get the worst seats all the way in the back but ... I got you... so dressed so like a stylish trendy black on black sexy top like makes me think of stevie nicks.. but a hot topic gothic metal studed belt I use when I think of underground lyricist of words that rhyme and drop knowledge like poetry of shit thats intelligent.... LIke your X& Y album, and two b side tracks.. ANIMALS... i know your favorite .. and ladder to the sun... I tend to only play parachutes when I want to think my 2 daughters father who I had to put up with for `15 long years... for the sake of my offspring.. I am excited to finally say... I am in a better place... I live on my own.. and went through a difficult homeless program that is new to the state I live in.. I any day now will recieve my permanant housing voucher.. which means if my 70 year old mom dies the only family i have left that is supportive because the few that are left I have no relationship with even when I was little ... and my 3 daughters... ages 10,12, and 20.. on a intellectual side... they are old in their minds because of having a very " "different " mom... but for their own growing up experience they are only little girls... My 20 year old that turns 21 in december... is the finally mature enough to carry on her mothers advice to go and explore... I can relate to my kids but My mom cant because of our age difference of 30 years... I was 17 when I had my first and the 90s were extremely different then the 80s.. generation gaps... huge... now . not much... but maybe.. anyways... Chris... how is apple? Are you still with gweneth? Spell.. do you live in London? Suburbs? I am happy to tell you.. I am free from schizophrenia... how ever a new after affect from medication which is a side affect.. I have akethisia... its rather new... but its a movement disorder.. I basically feel and look like a robot or a little ballet dancer in a music box... but its my perception of myself I am watching all of my movements.. I worked on my heritage... my small amount of english roots... take the O accent... to describe myself as a decendant of an old English Royal Blood ... the roots steming from the the centuries... my one small guilty pleasure of comaparison to a famous person from mainstream population .. is the character ROSE from titanic.. Kate Winlet... funny the similarities in spelling... winslet windsor.. or winchester... I only am similar to the style but the dress isnt right.. it has to look like a bib. and those dresses are from the 16th century for those dark shadows Vampire days steming from transylvania, Romania... anyways... droppin by to say hi... you should check out my old sites I had to put aside and away for almost 21 years... and totally had to forget and those years there was no light at the end of the tunnel. its 2018 and I am recreating what I had to stop, but recreating as in reinventing .. but aware of things that failed or didnt like.. or didnt work and aware of accomplishments.. www.dnbforum.com tell gweneth.. to try layering her clothes... just a nice idea I am giving her... nothing more nothing less.. btw.. I will be 40 in October... How old are you? People tend to think I am in my 20s... but you are only as old as you feell Xo... ooxoxoxoxo c xooxx