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broken of seether and amy lee :nice:

weird.... :lol: mmh i think the use of a forum shouldn't be to spamm... but i know there will ever be spammer

if that just be so easy like you say it... suer i wanna find out, and i hope she feels the same

i hate this name... yes she is and shes wonderful and seems to be perfect and and and :nice:

ohhhh im stupid :lol: sorry :embarassed:

yes! thats my name :) and whats yours? no i havent a girlfriend.. but im a bit in love... :embarassed: but i dont know her feelings...

youre welcome :) no problem if you forget (you can read it in my profil too :P) yes we are/ were :D

hehe its not a difficult or rare name :P gal.. i never heard before :)

yes i know... but i can say myself tomorrow im going to say it and then i dont do it because im to feary... or there wasnt a good moment to say or each other excuse if you want you will ever find a excuse...

thank you :D it was a hard time to accept itself... and at most of all to say it the first person and its still not eays to say it friends :(

no... from the moment, you realise "it" its like someone took away your sunglasses. and many things in your past have now a reason, you understand? you think: why havent I realise it before? its so clear and easy.." thats the moment you really understand it ;) but i think you never really understand if you arent gay

if you fall in love do you realise that in the first moment you meet the person? i dont think so ;)

nooo not just in one day... first she was just a friend for me.. and with the time i realised that there are more feelings as just a friendship.. that took months

I thought it can be when tatu comes in :lol: but i forgot that soon... and yes a year ago i fell in love with a friend. i posted it and whats with you?

yeah exact! what happenned? I fell in love with her... i didnt say her that of corse. i enjoyed each time with her... but it also hurts. and then one time i say to her that im lesbian and for her was that not one minute a problem :D that was great!! but because shes hetero i had to forget my feelings for her. was a hard time but now shes just a friend :) and i know a another, more wonderful girl which is also lesbian ;)

YEAH!!! *adore* im not alone here, Ireentje, Ireentje :D:D

earlyer i also thought that im not gay.. that men are more atracted or do i just think that because in this age you dont know something other? then you think its normal.. a man with a woman. the most of parents (or all?) dont say her children that they are gays.. just if they ask so you dont know the other side... know what i mean? you first have to find it out. and to understand your feelings is not so easy... i find it out because i fall in love with a friend...

Well, how do you mean do the ppl know that they are gay? many realise it beacuse they met a gay person, or the fell in love with a good friend like me :lol:

yes :) you've got 2 possibilitys 1. you accept it 2. you don't accept it but if you dont accept it, what have you from this?

but there is the small different to become gay and to realise that you are gay ;) if you know what i mean

oh this example I know of a friend... she told its ok... but she takes distance to me. a hlf a year... and now all is ok so i think they just need time... some needs a few day, some months, some years maybe

I think the most who dont accept the gays have fear... its something they dont really know and they fear changes, or they have fear that other peoples say: you're gay to o if you speak with a gay *eyeroll* or they mean that all gays want to thouch the same gender

I think the most gays have a particular characteristics, because first its hard to accept itself that they are gay, and then thes need much of courage to tell it someone, and it needs still more courage to tell it the parents and so they go through hard times, that shapes the character

many parents are like this.. but I also know gays whose parents really believe and accept it