my friend said something along the same lines, i thought he was joking but he blew his brains out and left everyone else with the shit to deal with.I hope you know its a very selfish thing to consider doing and if i may say a completely chickenshit thing to do. I hope to god someone intervenes for you before you decide to do such a thing. If you really didn't mean it that way you suck for joking about it ....:cry::cry: