The Mad Hatter

Om nom nom. Who is the creator of this thread?

Hanging out with you is like poking at a bruise.

I just came back and bumped this to say that life didn't go so well as I thought it would. So...hi everyone.

what do i think

I learned that this place is very boring compared to life. Excitement isn't always a good thing in life, but board drama is always fun. =D

I'm hungry.

I made all of my friends Coldplay fans somehow, so now I can at least tolerate their choices. None of my friends actually have horrible taste in music, though... I am sort of guilty of this sometimes. But my musical taste got hijacked by one of my friends and...ugh...I don't feel like talking about any of this. Why am I posting here? Ahhhh make me stop.

For the first time in my life, I actually thought "FML." +: Emily.....igloos laugh over vegly enourmous yodelers on uranium.understand me: Really? +: Um yes?lol me: Illiterate loggers obediently vote egrets yearning over uncles to oscillate ogres. +: sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry:( i feel really bad now:( Shit.sorry.but i need to say something that will make you feel dumb.....i didnt mean to have that happen....i just made words D: im really sorry.sorry me: loller skates Yeah. At least that's not how he found out about me. That would have been way more awkward.

For the first time in my life, I actually thought "FML." +: Emily.....igloos laugh over vegly enourmous yodelers on uranium.understand me: Really? +: Um yes?lol me: Illiterate loggers obediently vote egrets yearning over uncles to oscillate ogres. +: sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry:( i feel really bad now:( Shit.sorry.but i need to say something that will make you feel dumb.....i didnt mean to have that happen....i just made words D: im really sorry.sorry me: loller skates

:uhoh:

It's "Smoot" like "boot."

I'm nice to the people I like, indifferent to the ones I don't know, and relatively disrespectful to the ones I don't like. And I don't dislike people without reason.

Maybe "So Cold."

Now I'm freaking out, are you okay, where are you, you said sorry i had to go and ahhhhh are you deadddd is somebody dead

I like it.

I always do. I'm not sure why.

I'm just checking in. lol. But thanks. And actually, that was really bad. I was supposed to hit 30...but...fail.

http://wv.milesplit.us/athletes/917524 :stunned:

Yeah, but I really do know that I'm better than them, so I don't let the whole "angsty teenager" thing stick to me. That's not who I am. They let themselves fall into that. They accept the stereotype. But I refuse to be anything but extraordinary and surprising. I know, I'm an awesome person for that. :smug:

I don't group myself with other teenagers because I hate them. I am not defined as a teenager. I am Emily, a person who is capable of love and feeling and such. Even if it doesn't last forever.

You tongue-raped my hand.

So I'm going to take a break for a while, go job hunting, spend more time in the real world ('cause it's pretty enjoyable these days), play trumpet more often, and write my story for all of you to read when I get back. See you later, people who sorta care. 8D

Okay. :D

Making me sick, making me happy, making me sad, making me nervous, making me feel are some of the things you're good at. Always believe me. Too many people doubt me already. I liked it when you told me that you liked the way I say your name, because that meant I wasn't crazy. Tell me all the things you like that make you feel creepy/strange. I do get jealous, but only sometimes. She's always going to bother me, but only because I have to spend so much time around her, and after you broke up with her, she insulted you behind your back and acted like the bitch she is. If only you would have realized that it was me all along. Why is it that you say you should've made a different decision, but you won't do anything to fix it now? I feel like you're testing me. I don't mind. I'm used to it. Really, I won't stay this way. I made a promise to try harder, even though it's hard for me to feel or act like I feel. For now, all I have are my assurances that I will try to be more caring. The truth is I have always cared and I always will.

and when I see you, I really see you upside down. i have to say something, but i'm too tired to think.