Starlight

I'm home alone.

In My Place --Coldplay

Maybe after I read all the books I'm already planning to read. :P

I didn't read the book, but it was good. I cried, it was sad at the end!

It's a movie, based on a novel. :)

Orange juice.

Happy Birthday, Lana! :nice: Hope you have a fabulous birthday!

I love that Jen! :nice:

Pretty good. I saw 'Evening' tonight. :D

It's been a while since I've heard from you Jack! :) As for what you are talking about, I understand what you are trying to say. I myself am the oldest kid in my family. I have two siblings: a 13 year-old brother and an 8 year-old sister. They don't do much at all. They don't do any chores, don't help my parents with anything. I can understand that my sister is eight, and she can't do anything. But my brother is completely capable of taking out the trash or cleaning the house, yet he is always treated as if he has a handicap and can't physically do those tasks. We are only two years apart, so we can do the same things as the other can. I am always in charge of their responsibilities, and they don't appreciate it at all. If something is not done in the house, I get the blame, even if it's my brother's fault, because 'I'm the oldest, and I know better'. I do the same jobs that I do when I'm thirteen, so why can't my brother? It always enrages me, but I know that I just gotta do it. Sometimes I wonder how things are going to be when I leave for college, because then my brother would most of the time be the oldest kid in the house, so he'd have to take over my jobs. My parents let them get away with most of their mistakes, yet I'm always reminded of my petty ones. I also understand how your mother-son bond is breaking. It's the same thing with me and my dad. I know that he loves me so much, and he does so much for me and my brother and sister. But we are just so alike, that we clash often. We are both stubborn and hard-headed, and our opinions can cause us to fight a lot. He can have quite the temper too, and one little thing can set him off. I don't think he understands how my life can be stressful, and he expects too much from me. I can clean the whole house top to bottom, yet when we comes home from work he'll nag me about how the dishes aren't washed. I get upset and go off on him, and we'll just start fighting again. I love him so much, but sometimes I wish he would just open his eyes just a little bit and see more ways that I'm good. I am certainly not perfect, and I've done things that I admit is worth being lectured over, but he knows that I can be sensitive, yet he can just tear me to pieces. I suppose that's why I always fight back and be stubborn, because I don't want him to see that I'm weak. Either way, we still fight, and I don't know what else to do. We can be laughing one moment and go at it at each other the next. I hope that he treats me like an actual human being, and not some robot sometimes. Sorry that this is quite lengthy. But I definitely understand where you are coming from, and it's tough. But I think it's just a matter of life, and having the parent that you cannot understand is part of it. I can't change my dad, that's for sure. But if I can just keep my head up and know that I'm not as bad as he makes me, then I'll be okay. He doesn't intentionally want to put me down, he just doesn't want me to go off in life thinking that I should be awarded with a gold star every time I do something, and that I should do things just because I should. Maybe he's just trying to train me for real life.

Hello Ryan!!

I'm actually not that crazy about both names....but we'll only see later on. :)

Me too.... :(

Bagel.

I'm getting annoyed.

?????? :confused: Okay...

Why must they plan to go when I go? Give me some space!

I Bet You Look Good On The Dancefloor --Arctic Monkeys

I'm obsessed too! Not only is he cute, but he's such an amazing footballer.

So cute, Crystal!

Yep. :D

Wow...I hope I don't turn in into those twats..God I wanna leave this shithole!

I LOVE HIMMMM! ♥ He's so cute in glasses! :nice:

I'm okay. Watching TV... :P

:lol: Mark and his silliness...