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In a scale from 1 to 10.. edit: since people took it the wrong way.. How bad do you think I am? Pervs..

Sometimes I'm numb. Other times I'm depressed. Overstressed, hell yeah. I'm a med student, and my life is complicated.

I just stopped eating. Not because I'm obsessed with my looks. I'm just never hungry..

Um.. I named my heart "Chuck" for no apparent reason. Sometimes I think it was because of the show. I don't want it to beat anymore. I just want it to stop while I'm asleep. Yeah, iron. I feel weak. Well, I'm pretty fucked up, so diseases + stress + shitty life + loneliness = Me.

No, thanks. I'm surprised that I posted here.. I try to avoid this kind of conversations.. Maybe it's loneliness.. I'm pathetic.

^not funny.

I hate my life. And Chuck, my heart, won't stop. And I need to control my anemia, big pain in the ass.

No

True.

But we can't be rational all the time, and we mainly act based on emotions, at least that's what I think. Why is it unethical? I think that you just care, or not. If you care, you'll do it right.

Richard, I suggest listening to music and reading. Playing an instrument can be frustrating sometimes..

So, are you implying that there's nothing after death?

Who do you think is the most hated? Cameron or Hadley?

Who's your favorite character and why?

Well.. if heaven means a peaceful state, I guess so. But also, you're bad and you do bad stuff = you don't give a shit and you don't believe in God. Do good stuff = you care, and you want good stuff after you die, in case you believe in heaven and hell.

Do you think that doctors are people who are more likely to get divorced?

It's not God's fault.. There are some crazy asses all over the world thinking that killing people from a certain religion will clean the planet or something. Hitler reference I guess.. It's all in human mind. God doesn't tell you to hurt.

Wars are a big piece of shit..

Do you think kissing someone's ass, a doctor/teacher for example, has to do with dignity?

Good, cause I fail horribly at almost everything. Mind if I keep asking stuff? That's a real one.

Yep.

I know, I just never thought of it that way. Anyway, if I was a crappy politician or dictator or whatever, and I really wanted oil, I'd just try to buy or ask for it, I wouldn't kill them just because I found out they have a different religion.

What's worse? Fail in a very unfair way knowing that you're smart or succeed knowing that you know nothing? I'm bored..

That's new for me.

Wait.. so you're not Christian?