jimjam

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the erm....yeah, i'm not going into it, i'm just cherishing the time i have left to reflect

please don't reilly, i really don't feel like this atm, i'm so weak, maybe it's taking it's effect i don't know but just don't

don't mock my lyrics, they're all i have left

I, I feel like tearing out my heart, just knowing what i've done to you is, the hardest part but i know, my time is over i'm so low but my mind must stay sober and it kills me- to think about what i've done to you inside of me, tearing me apart thinking about it, it's the hardest part one day, we will be together i promise you it will be better., i've got a feeling in my mind and one day when this mess is over and i hold a four leaf clover, then i'll think that luck is on my side and it kills me, to think about what i've- done to you, inside of me , tearing me apart, thinking about what would have came of us... babe it's the hardest part.

eh, when did i ever go offline, maybe when i left college??? but i would never fuckin go offline to denyone of you ppl in here, that would be sad, and as sad as i am......i still wouldn't, now i've told ppl in here what is true, you can take it or leave it, quite frankly i don't really care, because in like, 3 hours or so, it will hav done it's magic...

so like i said in the first place then, not being able to say this to my face? it all constitutes the same thing reilly, all one and the same

:cry: i don't know what to think anymore, i used to think i'd be fine, but it tearing at my insides

spit it out - slipknot

gary jules, mad world

there's no one to bring down though, that's my point, it's like, i live with my gradad, he's 80 and he could die at any time, i'll be all alone, i don't wanna be alone :cry:

i'm thinking, not long now...

hey, don't tell me , tell reilly, he's the one telling everybody, if it's bullshit, how do i know about it?, oh i guess he's making it up then, oh reiily?, tell me, are you lying? now be honest

signed off, oh how convinient, actually i have my ID hid, so you're wrong again, you've been telling reilly how i was txtin you, and you were griefin me, sayin how annoying i am,

you're wrong jak, about bringing everyone down, my whole family is dead practically, there's no one left to care :cry:

uh huh......say that to the judge ( :lol: ) (serious again) i got told off somebody i trust/ ed that somebody on this forum, somebody right now, oh fuck it, reilly told them....how you'd been saying all this shit about me. :/ i never said anything to hurt you did i?

drining could never take away my pain... :cry: some say it might, i just wanna see the headlights then not remember

.... :rolleyes: like you don't know, if you had something to say about me, why couldn't you have said it to me? instead i find out through somebody who got told off somebody else!!!!! at first i didn't wanna believe it could be true, because i used to think you were realy kool, but i just don't know what i think anymore, about anything, :cry: why did i let her talk me out of it

:stunned:

oo, what do they do, stab people in the back? :wink3: :rolleyes: no thanks.

he's a tit

!!!!! you've just been jimjamed!

:stunned: i think i love you!