hmmm, I still stink though....

WHOO! HOUSE IS ON IN A FEW!

 

Bye! :)

who's gonna give me a bath?

who's gonna give me a bath?

 

i will - went to bath and body works today so i can make ya smell really sweet :D

WHOO! HOUSE IS ON IN A FEW!

 

Bye! :)

 

enjoy alyssa!!

who's gonna give me a bath?

 

i will - went to bath and body works today so i can make ya smell really sweet :D

.... oh joy :lol: I can see it now, I'll smell like strawberries forever

you would learn to like it :sneaky:

:lol: again, mixing deception and strawberries just makes me laugh like mixing guns and baby pictures

this thread is just warping your whole world view now... :lol:

world view? who said anything about a world view? no, you are warping my perception of wicked things like guns and deception, like some giant furry wookie

what I mean is... is a wookie big and bad... or is he just a giant fuzzball???

not sure about the wookie situation - but it is cute and makes me happy the thought of you saying "wookie" :lol:

*says, "wookie"*

 

*not feeling cute*

:lol: .......

 

so how is your life?

ok - at the moment. already a busy week with trick or treating last night, then the opening UK basketball home game is tomorrow night. gotta get all blue for that tomorrow :rolleyes: .

 

how's life treating you lately?

gotta get all blue for that tomorrow :rolleyes:

:lol: awesome you're going to see? cool...

life's good, I really like my job a lot better than places I have been at. I don't feel like someone is looking over my shoulder and I feel like I have a good job for the meantime.

If you don't want to talk about everything else that's fine. But you should know that I'm concerned and thinking about you.

yay for you and your job!! i really am happy for you.

 

and about the other, just waiting. i have another test scheduled for monday for measuring preoperatively, etc. so i should know exactly what is going to happen that day. i hope anyway, this waiting is not easy. i just want to know what i have to do, then do it. but i am off work on sick leave - i can't work and take care of my boy, and have all this on my mind at the same time.

 

and yes, i have wildcat season tix - and i act like a maniac and everything at the games :lol: .

so they're going to operate on you. :( sorry you have to go through that.

that's awesome. I don't really like to keep up with sports, but going to games is fun :) maybe I'd like them more if we had some good teams in the carolinas anymore except for duke and carolina :/

yeah we don't like the NC teams around here, especially the dukies!!

 

but i luvs ya even though you live in the realm of the enemies ;) .

 

and yeah, surgery is inevitable, just a matter of exactly how radical it needs to be :/

but i luvs ya even though you live in the realm of the enemies ;)

:lol: I feel the love...

I want to show you this poem I wrote. I feel kind of inspired tonight... this poem is... ok, but I feel like writing something really good tonight sometime :D ... you'll never believe what this one is about...

 

Shiver

 

I just found this out

you make my hands quiver

caffiene makes me jitter

losing makes me shiver

I'm still young today

and the one who loves me

is going away

I have no say

if you're here today

 

teeth chattered

body shattered

I kept silent as I could

what you did

made a pitiful end

 

feel my mind desperate

feel my love exasperate

 

there's no soul

no more control

your sin

is your end

there's nothing left of you but dirt

that's why it hurts

i read it like 5 times, and i feel like i am missing a deeper meaning - enlighten me please.

well.......... my dog has been really bad lately...... worse than he used to be. He's like 9 years old and he's having heart problems. Not long ago I agreed that it's not worth giving him the heart medicine anymore and I felt so guilty for making that decision because I know if it was just me and the dog and not my parents involved I would still pay for it. But then a couple days later he bit my dad's hand after biting my hand the other day which he hasn't done in years and Sunday I agreed that we should get rid of him (which means putting him to sleep) and he's my best friend as pitiful as it seems. I couldn't believe how upset I was and monday I made a poem about it... kind of weird....... but I love that dog..... I kind of hoped that if I could train a dog and love him and know that he loved me then maybe later on I can be the kind of dad that I want to be. So girls have dolls and I had a dog and it makes me very sad to think I actually agreed to let him die.

oh, and the shiver thing... I was really upset and I couldn't control myself twice and I'd just cry and shiver. I'm not emberassed to tell you but I really didn't want my family to see.

i totally understand that. my mom's dog died at age 12, and we all were a mess. i still look for her when i go over there. pets become a part of your life and it is really hard to let them go. i'm sorry eric. but i think you did the right thing, it would be awful to see him continue to deteriorate and suffer.

 

 

and as for the dad part, multiply the love for your dog times a million, and you will still love your child more. it is impossible to explain. and i am sure you will be an amazing father.

hello :)