August 7, 200916 yr Just really unhappy with my ocd... I've just had a hard day because of it.. :\ and don't feel as if I can be around people right now
August 7, 200916 yr Aw, I am so sorry that it is bothering you to that point. Big hugs, I wish I knew how to help. Maybe going through some Mew pics/videos to distract you would help.
August 8, 200916 yr Author I get that sometimes too.. the not wanting to be around people....some people in real life just drive me crazy and I just want to shut everyone out..:\
August 8, 200916 yr Yea, thanks. Every time I do get upset, I go right to Mew. :hug: And yes, I have had ocd for most of my life... But it's much better now than before...
August 8, 200916 yr Nothing anymore. I've taken the time to calm down. I'm not as upset anymore. :smiley:
August 8, 200916 yr Aw, okay. Well, I guess so... I have OCD and have for years but it's come and gone... It's really frustrating to deal with... And the last year it's gotten worse because this past year hasnt gone so well for me. I'm always worried something bad will happen if I don't do something a certain way... I get really upset about it. I don't like it... I've been getting help though, but it's still hard... I had ocd as a child, but I got over it with professional help. When I was about 12, some things happened in my life, which caused me to behave in an obsessive/compulsive manner again. I eventually got past it... And now again, well in the last year, I've been having to do these routines... And having all these thoughts... And I keep doing them... So nothing bad will happen. :\ It's a little embarassing, because I don't want my friends or anyone to take notice... I get really stressed out, and it only makes my depression worse.
August 8, 200916 yr I understand exactly what you mean..............because I have OCD as well :uhoh:
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