Aw sorry guys I had to disappear for a little bit. And now I'm off to bed. Tis nearly 2am here.

 

Big hugs Olivia...I can only imagine what you've been going thru. Glad you feel calmer now. If ever you need to talk about it, you know we are here for you :kiss:

 

Night girls. Take care xxx

Really, Griz?

Awwh. :heart: Bye Paula. Thanks! <333 Night. <3 :)

night :kiss:

Really, Griz?

they think so, and they're putting me into things to get me help and stuff :uhoh:

i'm pretty sure I do.

*sigh* bye everyone.

Wait... they? Your parents? :(

 

Why is it you think so?

Did anything happen in your life? :\

parents and lots of doctors.

lots have people have said so :\

 

i was kinda in an abusive relationship a few years ago, I can think of that.

and members of my family have done and been through horrible things all my life.

That sucks. I'm sorry dear. :(

 

The first time I had ocd was do to traumatic events, I guess, involving adults. Second time my parents divorced, mom went away... blech... Don't wanna think about it. This time, my mom's gotten ill. :(

I can't even go through all that's help to trigger my ocd again... At least not before... Right now it's just huge disappointment in life. Even when it's good, the thought that my mother is so sick reminds me it isnt really. :\

 

And in all my life, I have lost people to cancer... Not one has made it... And the thought that another isn't... :(

atleast we have alot in common, we understand what eachother is going through :hug:

 

awwww, hope she gets better :hug:

It's not been so bad the past couple weeks, the weeks before that were really bad.

I think its starting to get bad again.

I can't even go through all that's help to trigger my ocd again... At least not before... Right now it's just huge disappointment in life. Even when it's good, the thought that my mother is so sick reminds me it isnt really. :\

 

And in all my life, I have lost people to cancer... Not one has made it... And the thought that another isn't... :(

 

 

 

awww , yeah :\

 

I have almost lost people to suicide :cry:

:hug: in the end, we'll be fine, you know. we just need a little help.

yeah :hug:

My brother almost committed suicide... I was so distraught, but glad he didn't. He was the closest friend I had at the time... I probably wouldn't have survived it...

 

I've lived with other familys besides my mom and dad...

 

My moms been to rehab for drinking...

 

I don't know... Most of my life, every year I hope it gets better... but it somehow gets worse...

This last year, as I've said, has just been not what I had hoped for. :cry: but I know if it feels this bad, it only gets better. :hug:

 

So high hopes for both of us. :D

I don't know why we alwayss think it will get better.

But I bet it will :hug:

It's better to believe it will, so you have something to look forward to. To believe it can only get worse, is so bad for you. :heart:

Let's have high hopes. :wacko:

Which reminds me of that one song...

 

 

I've got... HIIIIGH hopes

I've got... HIIIIGH hopes

I've got HIGH in the SKY apple PIE hopes

 

*ahem*

 

:nice:

Hey girls,has anybody read the book "The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne?

I love that song :lol:

 

I haven't what is it about?