alicjanna

Thank you @karvi22 and @iamsue [emoji173]️

Thank you @coldplayisawesome @alisbe @Nie @I ran away @iamsue for all of your advices, it means a world to me. I won't respond to each of you separately cause I would only repeat myself so there's one concluding message: I know I have to be honest with her, there's no other way to solve this situation. I don't think we'll lose contact with each other afterwards, but I'm afraid that our relationship won't be the same; there might be a kind of a barrier. Well, i don't know. We shall see. I love what you @alisbe said about teachers - it's so easy to tax someone else with your problems when in fact you are the one that should be the most responsible for them (at least in terms of knowledge). In terms of my future, I'm trying to seize every opportunity I get - I'm doing voluntary work, going to local festival and events, looking for a holiday job... Just anything and hopefully it will somehow lead me to finding who I want to be. Thank you all again. I am so grateful for this amazing community. Your support made me feel so much better [emoji173]️

Hi everyone, I want to get some things off my chest I've been feeling like a complete mess lately. Some things have been worrying me for a long time but now they started "accumulating": I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I can't find my passion and I get bored with things quite easily. Our maths teacher might take a year-long sick leave next year. He's the best teacher in our school and it makes me worry about my finals. I am usually able to cope with these things, but now I overwhelmed with them and that situation: I became very close friends with a girl from my class and she came out to me that she's fond of females (she's not sure if she's bi/homo romantic/sexual). I must say that she's the most wonderful person I've ever met. After some time I realised that I really love her but I wasn't sure if it was a romantic or non-romantic feeling (like for a family member or a friend). A few days ago she told me that she loves me and I did so too (neither of us said in what way but I guess she meant the romantic way). I've been thinking about my romantic/sexual identity a lot and I realised that even if I might feel attracted to women this feeling is much less stronger than the one I have for men so I can't imagine being in a long-term relationship with a female. So now I'm terribly confused about what I should do. I guess she thinks that I'm homo/bi too. I can't see myself being with her but our relationship seems to be going that way and it looks like she has fallen for me. I want to tell her about my thoughts but I'm afraid I'll hurt her. I top of it, she tends to be self-destructive (in a mental, not physical way) so she might blame it on herself. The only thing I want to do now is to be alone but I know that alienating myself is only going to worsen the whole situation and make her worry even more. I don't want to ruin our friendship. I hope that what I wrote makes sense Right now I feel like an embodiment of confusion

I was watching it live and I saw your tweet and it made me so unbelievably happy :laughing: The release of Hypnotised was such a shock for me... I got the notification about it while doing maths homework at school and I couldn't stop shaking afterwards... Also my hands were so cold (so cold, so cold :p) and my friend laughed at my fangirlyness :/// Anyway, the next lesson was German (which I suck at) and our teacher decided to make a quick listening and reading test. The last time she did that I got an E so I wasn't particularly happy. But when she checked our results it turned out that I didn't make any mistakes and I got 2 A's :joy: and my teacher was shocked too hahahah I guess it was because of the song ;) btw. hi everyone, it feels like an eternity since I last posted

I think that the importance of it might be different in some countries. Here it is the main factor that lets you get into uni and the competition is bigger because they are free.

Happy belated joinday and good luck with your exams! I feel you, in Poland we albo have sth similar to Abitur and it's such a big deal... Teachers cow us into it all the time

Kości tonące jak kamienie, Wszystko o co walczyliśmy No I won't show or feel any pain Even though all my armour might rust in the rain

Same here, I was just fooling around [emoji14] This accent is just so bizarre that I can't imagine how people can use it on a daily basis. Scottish is also really weird and in many cases even incomprehensible

It is! But in terms of southern countries I always think about Italy, Croatia, Greece etc. so maybe that's why I'm confused :p

You can exchange awards with @Nie - Belgium is a "more Eastern" country :p

this is s t u n n i n g

Nie panikuj Prospekt's March/Poppyfields

To someone: goodnight To myself: I read someone's post aloud pretending I have an Australian accent

That's exactly how I feel! I remember that I didn't use to like English 1,5 year ago but later I became a hardcore Coldplay fan and joined the forum and fell in love with it! It's unbelivable how my skills have improved So evil...

Congrats!

Congrats!

Congrats! Where exactly are you from?

It was definitely the best one, yay! :heart:

congrats!

yes! :heart: it reminds me of glastonbury

Congrats!

Congrats!

who would have thought... :p congrats!

Well deserved, congrats!

"congrats" and come back!