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im against complaining, i try to stay optimistic even when there's tons to complain about the only thing bothering me right now is that my bangs grew too long and im scared to cut them myself... im in a very shallow dilema

wow i havent been here along time... but im bored, passing the time before i go out i think i missed out on alot of new ppl... anyone for those wh dont know im gal... and that's me on the left, my friends and i were goofing around with some hats :wacko:

i like matza too... it tastes good with chocolate on it.... but it's really fattening and doesnt make u full... it really is like eating crackers... well, it seems like the jewish population in the board grew abit since i left :wacko:

aww thanks u guys!!! :nice::nice: kisses to everyone from me :kiss::kiss::kiss: i wish i could be here more as well, but i cant :bigcry: it's nice u started a thread even though im never here, thanks alot guys!!!! and will, i wish i could go, but u know where i am :(

i dont keep passover rules either.... at my base we had to throw away everything hametz, so i had to hide so much food... it was an exciting morning, me and the girls of my room were so scared we'd get caught we hid food in weird places... and we thought the commanders would open our lockers to look for food, so we hung thongs and bras to make the commanders feel uncomfortable, but they didnt check our lockers in the end, which was kinda of disappointing oh well.... and i love pesach, it's my favorite holiday- longest holiday :D and im home now because of it which makes me love it more :P

boy i havent logged on in a long time :P hey annie :kiss::kiss: say hello to all the ppl that were on alot this summer during my boring phase... i miss u guys :kiss: have to go.... bye bye

oh cool will u got a tattoo!!! i remember talking to you about this a long time ago it's really really nice! I love it... תתחדש !!! well, im over my truama from the last time i got a haircut (anyone here from that time remember?) and i got a new haircut check it out- last night at a party, im kinda drunk thats a friend from my base

we're all in the same shit :disappointed:

oh i see..... well, getting used to the early morning is easy in the beginning i kept falling asleep during classes, it was so hard... i still do sometimes, but it's easier. I just drink alot of coffee...... and it's actually nice seeing the sun rise every morning and the "sapce" thing, it was tough for me at first. Im also a very very tidy person and i couldnt stand the fact that there are girls with all the their stuff and things around me, and i cant do things the way i like.... but u find a way to feel privacy even though there are other ppl around. Like, we always get an hour before lights out, i always take a shower and go to sleep. But most of the girls stay up on the phone and stuff... so it's like my half an hour everyday where i listen to music before i go to sleep and i feel like im alone i just found a way to block all sounds and noises around me and just be concentrated in myself.... and about taking orders, many ppl have problems with that. Im just not that kind of person.... for some ppl it's a thing with pride.... but i dont see it that way, because i know it's whole just one big game. My commanders in the basic training were horrible!!! But in the end there's something called "distance breaking", where there's no distance with the commanders and u can talk to them normally... it was so cool. It's all just a game for them too

oh looks like fun :P good night josh :D i guess i'll catch u next week!!!

naa u dont... unless u've been to the army yourself :thinking: i think i learned more things about myself, about other ppl in 2 months than i have in the last 3 years.... and i learnt some other things, just general knowledge, because we have to learn many things all the time plus, how many none- israeli girls can say they've been to the army? im so into it by now.... i may even wanna go on for more than the 2 years i HAVE to do!

ohh u dont know what you're saying :rolleyes:

josh is online :dance::dance:

id like to have a lucid dream just so i could make myself meet myself, or anyone else for that matter because every person u meet in a dream is actually a representation of u, and then i'd ask him/her/myself all sorts of questions and see how i answer because it would be my unconsious answering, and then i could find out things about myself that i didnt know

oh cool.... have fun ;) you're so lucky i wish everyone could go to the army just for a couple of months just so they start considering all the little things in life that u miss... plus it's a real changing expirience, that's why i love it even just 3 weeks og basic training could really change u

yea... thats how i feel now i think the thing that really made me change that lately is the fact that i share a room with 7 other girls now, so i have to feel free and im with other ppl 24 hours a day... so i hardly feel reserved anymore because i have to let all my energy out. Which is something i usually do with my closest friends... but now i've gotten used to doing it with ppl i hardly even know :wacko:

:veryangry: uch im sooo jealous!!! i usually go skiing with my family every year but im not allowed to leave the country this whole year! And i wont have time off until april...... how was skiing? and which concerts?

it is rare to find decent guys.... the nicer guys are ones who im just not physically attracted to, or they're gay the better looking ones are sons of bitches or stupid and that makes them less attractive as well.... and the decent ones are taken or, i cant have them..... like i had a crush on my commander :blush: and on a guy i really cant have i just stopped worrying myself about stuff like that.... u'll only meet a person when u stop looking for him/her

i was here last week :rolleyes:... but not on this thread......... anywayyyyyyy hows life?

bumping my own thread again (for u mark ;) )

i used to be alot shyer than i am today i used to have certain blocks with talking and meeting new ppl, but it's certain things that happenned in my life that go more and more blocks down and im not so shy anymore i just have stage fright because i cant stand the thought of a big amount of ppl looking at me all at the same time but like, i'd have no problem having to read something or say something for alot of ppl so long as i cant see them looking at me

which one? i actually try logging on the forum every weekend im back, which is almost every weekend. I only had to stay twice for the weekend, and i've been gone for 2 and a half months (omg, time flies by!!!) ive just never seen u around

Do you think you've ever had one? I just learnt more about them this past week and it sounds so interesting, i wish i had time to keep a dream log and i'd totally try it, it sounds really cool... here's some info about lucid dreams for those who dont know what they are: http://www.lucidity.com/LucidDreamingFAQ2.html

well... u'll have to wait till tomorrow to find out ;) (weekends here are fri-sat not sat-sun)

a couple of baby pics : and compare, 13 years ago: last week: i dont think any of u have ever seen me with my glasses :rolleyes: Ppl tell me i look smarter with them.... i dont know if that's a compliment or if i should be offended :thinking: