Christiana

hey andrea!!!

yeah, but... damn that would be freakish :P

i once didn't go out with a guy because his name was ryan :lol: . couldn't imagine being romantic with someone and saying my brother's name :lol: .

ren, i haven't read what everyone else wrote, so if i am repeating some things, please forgive. your empathy for your friend is inspirational. it is so hard to want to help someone, and it hurts so badly when you feel like you have failed. and as hard as it is... and as much as you may want to, you can't solve another's problems. all you can do is just be there, but sometimes that doesn't help either - but it is NOT your fault. please find peace in the knowledge that you ARE a great friend, you DO care, and YOU know you have done your best. i guess what i am trying to say is don't let your gentle, loving spirit be depressed because the outcome isn't always what it should be. i am talking from experience, my friend. when my husband died, i shut out everyone who loves me. i didn't want help. i didn't think there was help. i couldn't see the point of anything. to sum it up, it was a really hellish time in my life. but luckily enough, i climbed out of the hole (mainly for the sake of my son). now i find myself facing another trial in my life and i am really scared, but i am leaning on my family and friends to get me through this one. ;) i am going to be gone from here for awhile while i recover, but i just wanted to put something in this thread. i know that even when a great loss has occurred, life is still worth living. there is always something else, sometimes it is just a little hard to see :/ . but don't ever stop trying. for every sorrow, there is a joy. hold on - search a little harder for the joy. sacrificing yourself is not going to help the person you love, it will only hurt the others who love you. it is a chain with no end. sorry for babbling my friend :rolleyes: . i hope you understand what i am trying to say... i am really emotional tonight myself - got to start the fight of my life in the morning. and it is a fight i WILL win! and you will too!! take care of yourself, please. and know that there are people here for you. this site has been such a blessing for me. i can sometimes express myself here in ways that i don't do to those in my life. so reach out - and there will be a hand there to help you up. ;) always. *hugs* from your friend christi!! :)

you are only 20!!! he will be 20 soon. :rolleyes:

my reason is humanitarian... the bumpkin, hillbilly, tobacco chewing, KKK type Kentuckians are my favorite targets. it is actually a public service i am performing :D i am continually striving to change the image of kentucky in the minds of others ;)

he will be 20 in january. and yes, the girls love him, but he is so damn picky!! but i am kinda picky for him too... i opinionate a little too much sometimes (imagine that? :rolleyes: )

i stilll haven't had the nerve to tell ryan of his admirers here :lol: . he will be staying with me a lot after my surgery, so maybe in a drug-induced stupor, it may slip out :lol:

IT'S ANARCHY!!!! :angry:

and i will miss you too eric!!! :cry: :cry: :cry: talk to you soon snugs ;) :kiss:

who knew of the connection between coldplay fans and serial killing?? who would have thought :idea2:

well kids i am off to bed. got too much business to take care of before friday + my doc gave me a kick ass sleeping pill and it is starting to work. :snore: be good or be good at being bad. talk to you all soon!!! :)

Nirvana

^ :lol: iggy pop

keep up the good work sky!! frustrating eric is one of my life's goals ;) and alyssa, i suck at math - i made all A's in it in school, but it flew out of my head immediately after :dozey:

you are talking TRUE sister!! you have the equipment, the look in your eye, and the ambition... ;) :lol: hell your pics in camo scare me!! :lol:

always have been, you just weren't aware - what? do you think you have the market cornered in senseless violence :rolleyes:

what the??? mwahahahahahahahahahahaha :sneaky:

yeah - here in kentucky, we don't even bother burying anymore - just leave them on the side of the road like a possum or something.

eric loves everybody - he is our little ray of sunshine :heart:

i say you aren't a real serial killer unless you have more than 5 bodies buried in the back yard. how's it going eric? :P

*speaks in a whisper to ash - we all really love eric* don't tell him!!! ;)

oh my GOD!!! i feel like we are in that stephen king movie "needful things" where the seemingly nice man does "favors" for the people, then ends up pitting them against each other and causing completely CHAOS!!!!!! ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

:huh: comfort me? whaa? :lol: you sadistic little shit!!! :sneaky: