The Mad Hatter

I ended up in a nice double suite for college. I am happy.

You didn't understand. Anxiety makes me hold on. For me, you'll never leave. I want to know you now. I want you to know me, more than anything. That wasn't me. You don't know me. Neither do your friends. Your reply was condescending.

I'm sorry that I became someone else. Slowly, but surely, I'll be innocent again. They used to think I was naïve. Then they asked me questions they didn't have answers to. Give me another chance to be someone even better than ever before.

Stop regretting posting things. We love you (in a non-creepy forum way) and want to tell you that things will be better someday even if it takes a while. :(

Listening to "Heal Over" on repeat. Especially this version that has an early Coldplayish/Pink Floyd part. And crying. o.o;; edit: lol, it apparently sounds like "breathe" to other people no wonder it sounds like pink floyd but i thought coldplay first /shame

I got my room assignment today. I'm basically living in an apartment this year, and my roommate lives in Carlisle, PA, so we won't be too drastically different culturally. o.o :D

I guess I'm leaving soon. I guess I won't have time to laugh, maybe. I hope I can see Beirut. I shouldn't save my birthday money when I need to get Andrew a present...especially when he might not even be going with me. I don't want to go alone, though. Bleh. How am I going to come up with the money, anyway? I need to get tickets soon. I'm stressed enough with things I have to do. I should focus on important things instead.

then let jake find you

TAMMI i'm going to canada to kidnap jake epstein you know, that guy on degrassi which i totally never watched edit: tammi tammi i told you this on facebook only it was more awkward and more people will see it :| also, this not best picture, but looks like manly sufjan stevens

HNNNNNNNNNNNNNRRRRRRHHHH

Generally, yes. I imagine you'd get used to it, though. We live near a paper mill, and we hardly notice it anymore. I guess it's the same for rotting garbage smells. :|

^I value your opinion.

New York City smells like butt. I don't know what the rest of the state smells like. We drove through basically all of the city and every single part of it smelled like rotting garbage. Mostly because there was rotting garbage everywhere. Wherever I was in New Jersey didn't smell so bad. The air was just hard to breathe. x_x But I'm just a li'l ol' West Virginian; what do I know? Our largest cities (which really don't compare to major cities in America) never smell like garbage. And also, there aren't usually random people sleeping on the street. This one guy wasn't moving and didn't really look like he was breathing, and nobody did anything about it. I mean, we didn't either, but, you know, when in Rome... I still enjoyed both the trips, though. lol.

Just admit it, Rudy.

AND I DON'T HAVE TIME TO MAINTAIN THESE REGRETS WHEN I THINK ABOUT THE WAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY etc., etc. but anyway, i wish you would have been at creation. it would have been just as epic as two years ago. but i would have loved you more.

^:lol: :dance: :awesome:

Yes.

Nevar.

It was weird when I went there to play in an ODP soccer tournament. I could hardly breathe during the entire thing. :/

I hate my body.

I need a protein shake. :awesome: edit: I can't say this because no one is here and also I don't need one

blah blah. blah blah blah blah blah blah eel. blah blah. blah blah blah blah blah blah feel. watermelon :awesome: edit: such intelligent thoughts today

God, I love West Virginia.

my favorite song is on. don't stop believin'.

I ate it all. get me some chocolate.