Majson

hmm. Well yes, it is tough, but to go a little more in depth. I am very shocked he messaged me, as we fell out at the time i was, in simple terms, a complete and utter twat. Looking back, i think they may have had good reason to "hate" me, but then a part of me says that friends will stick by you, even if it isn't easy, which would also mean i should now give him a chance. It's just, i'm a very stubbourn person when it comes to issues of trust and hypocrisy. I felt that Tom (the friend), broke my trust and then showed a lack of respect when he went around badmouthing me to all my other college friends/uni friends that we had from school. I felt that was completely out of order. But, i know i have bad mouthed him to people, ok people he doesn't know but i still bad mouthed him. I would like to be friends with him, but i fear getting hurt, i fear trusting him only to have him break it, only for us to fall out over pettythings again. I fear that it wont be the same, and that i wont like it much if it isn't I hate change, i hate waiting. I'm not always the easiest of people to get along with, but i do try. But i think my own stubbourness holds me back regards forgiving people, and also in peolpe wanting to forgive me. There are a few people who i fellout with, whom i both miss and yet don't miss. We move on, we live our lives the way we have to. And yet, it's always ncie to have your old friends there. When me and tom were friends, it was good, we went up town, we shared jokes, problems, talked, cheered each-other up, was able to trust the other but now could we do that? and what if all the bad sides come through, we both have short tempers, and oh sod it i dunno. neither of the boards i've put this on has had much response. please, if you have any thoughts,good or bad, please give them. any advice would be appreciated. thanks

i kid you not.i meant to go back and get it but forgot, you have just remidned me and thus have wrote it down, will buy it tomorrow

i change depending on mood and company i think. mostly i'm just me, but sometimes my humour level will change if i'm with my peers or adults etc. and if i'm in a room full of strangers i'll either do nothing or i'll be completely weird and get ntoiced, for all the wrong reasons no doubt. but it's fun but really, who are thesmelves, do we ever truelly know who we are?

SPACE!!! tin planet is only £2.99 in virgin sale

*lostr and not liking over-use of smilies*

fresh?

lyrics....sometimes wonderful, sometimes not

good...always the best way to be. I'm not as miserable, infact i'm kind aback to the good ol' days of Garry...the days before the net, the sit in bed watch films, laugh a lot, do weird stupid things in public and generally enjoying myself me...it's fun. and bless the little freshers at uni, so easily scared by eccentric me :lol:

well it's jsut "man" talk for getting lost apparently

i'm just exploring alternative destinations

that bores me, as i don't see the fruits of it

dancing is not fun, people look stupid

i don't know, i was just typing anything that came to mind

again? may i suggest you purchase a map?

yes, Cian has a very deep voice.. did he "booya" for you? it's damned funny, he really did have me rolling on the floor

if you want to fall, then fall. just don't throw rocks to get out. be sensible and no problems..ladders can appear

A slightly more serious topic than is usuallyposted on here, and a little more inanimate hopefully. anyways, kinda asking a few places i go on for some advice. I have a friend who's recently started talking to me after about 10 months of not talking to me. Now, i know the decision is ultimatly my own, i would appreciate a few thoughs on the subject. This person was a very good friend of mine, and i do miss him, in parts. But there are also aspects i havent missed, such as the entire "could you get me this, download me that etc" and if we ever met outside of college it was always near him, and not me. which was annoying considering we lived the opesite sides of our college. I am also a little wary of how we would get back to being friends, things sinmply can't go back to being how they were, in both cases, im sure, trust needs to be rebuilt and new boundries will no doubt be set. And i am uncertain of whether doing so will taint the image i have of what his friendship meant to me, or re-paint the entire notion of our friendship, or if we will be closer friends due to maturity and knowing what went wrong before and fixing it. not sure. confused...strange....meh any thoughts?

*has sadly never been..although ones rents mentoined sendingm e over there for my 21st for a long weekend* that could be fun, dublin and belfast, wanna goto both

bless

ELTON JOHN *hugs Dan* yay you. you've just regained some respect

figuratively speaking

i shudder to think what an intelectual debate might result in

Dan...dropping your eye

*has seen it, can verify it's true* ducks can't run..they waddle...and snails can't run either

was it being thrown about then? i hope you didn't dro it and cause damage?