Imke

MI AMIGA QUIERE TACO BELL TAMBIEN

NO PIENSO QUE LEKSIE PUEDA HABLAR ESPANOL!

LEKSIE ES UNA PUTA

WHAAAT?

:wtf:

I'm not Mike ... :disappointed: Well, maybe I am ... who knows.

:lips:

My real name is my username. :charming:

:uhoh: You really wanna make a family tree?

Do I? I don't even know whom I'm related to. :uhoh:

Someone please make a family tree.

:wtf: What happened here while I was gone? Ren, we were supposed to adopt Kels together ... I don't want to be a single mom, I already have to care for Dee. And now I'm a grandmother? :disappointed:

Yes, my love, I did. :lips: Have to go! :hug:

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Same here. :uhoh: But it's mainly because my former best friends violated my trust ... so I just don't tell this one everything. :confused: Write him, write him, write him. :hug: To be honest it just makes me feel even older when I notice that some people are just super happy and think about moving in and even think about marriage and I'm still the same old me ... it sucks, but I just try not to think about it too much, because after all I'm not old and I've got plenty of time to become that happy too. I'm gonna try to sleep now ... ugh, how I hate classes on weekends. Goodnight. :hug:

Yup, that's it. I know it's hard to stop thinking about what others might think. I actually already care much less than I did a few years ago, so it's always possible to change yourself as long as you're aware of your own problems. Yeah ... happened to me too. :freak: But in the end why should that girl next door be more special than you?! She's just different. I barely talk about myself either ... that's part of my problem, but I guess I just have issues with trust and a person really needs to convince me before I actually start talking ... and that can be a pretty time-consuming process. :freak: Why do you keep coming back then? :lips: You want too and you know it.

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Yup, we should make a pact to get rid of our stupid blockade. Because in the end it's not about what others think ... and I think it's actually kinda selfish to think that other people have nothing better to do than thinking negative about you in any way. That's what I keep telling myself, because, seriously, people have more important stuff to do than that. Yeah ... I think it's kinda pathetic when your friends have to tell you that someone just tried to flirt with you. :freak:

I'm gonna survive it. Oh yes. Welcome to my world. I sometimes even have problems to say hi to people on messengers. I lack self-confidence too, but the way to get past it is too just do what you're afraid of. And now I'm being a hypocrite again, because I rarely "just do it". And I know what you mean with blockading (I think it's a word :P) yourself. I guess I'm doing that a lot myself, but I'm working on it. I know it can't go on like this forever and I feel old because I missed so many chances in my life and it was totally my fault. Haha ... well it's not really scary right now and I don't think it ever was. :uhoh2:

No, only this Saturday. But I had to go last Sunday too ... and I hate to go to uni on weekends ... I already spend too much time in that stupid city. :uhoh: Hmm, I see. Well, I don't think the chance is over. You could still tell him on the phone (or maybe just via SMS) that you enjoyed your conversation and that you'd like to see him more often. I'm really good at telling people what they should do, but I rarely do it myself. I'm such a hypocrite.

I only start at 10, but since I have to take the train I have to get up pretty early. :disappointed: But you never know ... maybe he feels the same after you talked non-drunk. And if he's a friend anyway, you could just ask him to meet you. But hey ... I won't blame you for being too shy, I never keep my own advice anyway. :confused:

I only have to stay until 12 and after that I'm gonna do some shopping. :wacko: Is it that someone you told me about earlier, the one with the smiliar music taste etc.? And why can't you? Too shy? :disappointed:

I'm fine. :wacko: Already in pjs since I have an early class tomorrow, yes I have to go to uni on a freaking Saturday. :disappointed: How are you?

Hey Julia! :kiss: It's not gonna die as long as we have our random chats here ...