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Peeling across all my upper chest plus most of my face. It hurt like a bitch but I kept pouring water all over it and that soothed it a bit. Caladryl on the arms helped too.

Yeah except he isn't a douche so he probably won't.

Nah he just was in a confessing mood and told me and I said, well sorry but I am like not interested and he said yeah I know, and we're good apparently.

Oh. Well then, don't approach her. she's probably trying to adjust to Yale. Is she the only one you like? edit: And I didn't dump him you poohead! We talked a bit and everything's fine naow. We r still frannnndzzz :blush:

Yeah but to be honest that's what you do at dances. And if you like girls just go out and chat to them. Some of them may like you too. It's not a matter of objectifying, just get to know them...

Do you not like anybody?

Chris I hate to say it but the annoying **** is right.

OH so you're not asexual just CRAZY picky AND underconfidant. I get it naow.

Well you can't pick your sexuality. Are you srs btw? Or are you just picky?

You are? Neat.

omg i want moar.

he's 16. Not like three. Honestly like one, but he's had fucked up dating episodes before. k now he is talking about how he wants to confess a bunch of things to people. This is cool cuz now we can get shit on the table. But he is being a pussy and telling me that the friend I already asked knows. So I guess I will pretend to ask her again and then come back and be like "oh". SO basically it's going to get like 1434x more awkward but then better. Yeah I was exaggerating because my ego is a train wreck. Like I said, he was dating one girl most of the school year and she broke up with him and that was bad cuz he really really liked her a lot. And like 5 months before that apparently he was dating another girl and it ended horribly too. So more like 2 in the past like year. 16 haha.

I don't. Now he is talking about how he is gonna take a break from relationships cuz he has been fucked over by like 3 in the past 6 months. Looks like I am safe. yayyyy. thanks everybody for listening to my train-wreck ego fucking up over the past 20 minutes or whatever :thumbsup: edit: AND I'M SORRY AGAIN JO. THANKS THOUGH.

Oh FUCK IT. I'm not paying attention. Argh Jo sorry. argh. I am not paying attention to like anything right now. I saw your avatar and i thought of lore for some reason? honest mistake. >.> FORGIVE ME :cry:

Thanks Jo... but arrrhghggh I hate being a grownup. i want to live in neverland with peter pan :bigcry:

WUT IS THIS. NOW HE DECIDED TO TALK ABOUT THE GIRL WHO HAD THE BOYFRIEND HE WAS JEALOUS OF. OK I AM GONNA STOP TYPING IN CAPS CUZ I AM NOT FREAKING OUT ANYMORE JUST LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. So this girl apparently is like with this dude partially for free drugs (in Alek's opinion) and he is concerned for her. So like a good friend I suggested he talk to her about it. About if she was rally happy or whatever. So he did. And girl said, "I've been crazy about you for 2 years and as soon as I give up on you you say this?" And I am pretty sure she really said that but what if he is like making it up?? (he probably isn't. I hope not. that would be creepy) Now he is like OMG I HATE MY LIFE. HOW DO I MAKE HIM FEEL BETTER WITHOUT HIM WANTING TO LIKE LICK MY BOOBIES.

OKAY WELL FUCK IT APPARENTLY NOT A FALSE ALARM GOD DAMN IT ALL TO HELL. CUZ I ASKED A MUTUAL FRIEND ON FACEBOOK AND SHE WAS LIKE: "...umm...well...you didn't hear this from me but i think he said he did have a crush on you. but I don't think he's trying to be like, "Be with me Sara!" or anything. alek is just...ambiguous sometimes." ALEK IS THE BOY BTW. LIKE WAT. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. IS HE TRYING TO BE LIKE UNOBTRUSIVE ABOUT IT OR SOMETHING? OR IS HE DROPPING SUBTLE HINTS CUZ HE IS CLEVER OR WHATEVER.

OKAY POSSIBLY A FALSE ALARM? but I DON'T KNOW. BECAUSE NOW HE IS TALKING ABOUT HOW HE LIKES A LOT OF HIS CLOSE FRIENDS. AND AT FIRST I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. AND NOW HE IS TALKING ABOUT HOW HE IS JEALOUS OF ANOTHER OF HIS FRIENDS' BOYFRIEND TO THE POINT OF BEING ANGRY OR WHATEVER. LIKE NORMAL SHIT. BUT WHAT. I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT HE IS TALKING ABOUT BECAUSE I AM SOCIALLY INCOMPETENT.

Er okay.

I don't know! He's weird! And introspective! And he never makes a lot of sense anyway! He always talks and writes in like a way you can interpret two ways! Like he can't help it! And it's so hard to figure out what he is saying!! Yeah but like I said, he is NEVER direct about anything yo. LAKJFosduffljsf I am trying to get him to give me details but like he isn't.

but like... okay if it actually comes up. but see I am just worried cuz he is like not being explicit about it and I don't wanna be like DO YOU LOVE ME OR SOMMAT? CUZ I DON'T cuz I would look retarded. I asked him if he was dropping hints in a LOL I R SUBTLE way like a week ago and he was like "i dun no wut u mean" so I dropped it. but now it's just like ARGH BITCH SAY WHAT YOU MEAN OR LIKE FUCK OFF. AHRRHRHHGGHGH

YEAH BUT YOU ARE GAY. SO NOT LIKE IT IS EVEN LYING TO SAY YOU ARE GAY DURR HURR.

YES I DID. I HAVEN'T INITIATED A CONVERSATION WITH HIM IN AGES. BUT HE STARTED CHATTING WITH ME ON FACEBOOK AND THEN WE STARTED TALKING ABOUT CHESS FOR SOME REASON AND I PLAYED CHESS WITH HIM ON YAHOO. I AM A FOOL. NOW HE IS TALKING ABOUT HOW CONFUSED HE IS IN HIS LOVE LIFE. WTF SON.

NO. THIS IS AWKWARD. AND HARD. AND YOU KNOW HOW LAST TIME I WAS UNSURE ABOUT IF HE WAS BEING SRS. I STILL AM. HE IS LIKE DROPPING HINTS AND BEING A BITCH. ahhhhh :bigcry: