Texas Rez

And hello there, Anna :P

Well, right now, nothing feels real for me. Nothing is going as I planned. Nothing.

Erm... It's okay.

Right now, nothing's okay for me... I actually think the girl I like is actually starting to think of me as some kind of freak or something, I don't know... Most likely because I used her own words against her. On top of that, I closed my YouTube account. I don't think that matters right now, does it?

I just wish everything was over already... I'm tired of this.

I've never been in a relationship either, but I do know the girl I have a crush on likes someone else, so there's one downer. The second downer was that earlier this week, I told her that I liked her. Since then, she started to get all silent unless I talk to her. Ridiculous? On her part, it is. She should just be happy that at least someone wants her. I know you may put a friendship at risk when you tell someone you like him/her, but as long as you're not being the silent/awkward one, then it isn't your fault; you can't help how you feel for that person. Really, I'm just trying to be all friendly towards her. Lately, she only talks to me if I talk to her first, and it's really starting to piss me off, because now I think she's trying to play with my heart or something, like trying to avoid me because I like her or something... I don't know. It's not like I'm talking to her just to be flirty. The least I want from her is a friendship. But yeah, you should probably tell him how you feel.

Natalie and I sharing the most uncomfortable silence.

I just posted the poem I shared in this thread on AllPoetry! http://allpoetry.com/poem/9992055-The_Nameless__Washed_Out_World-by-shredder2 :D

I haven't checked it out yet. I might just do so now.

I will honestly flat out say that I am Atheist, as I do not believe in God. I prayed before, and believe me, I got nothing out of it, because only another Ajikan album pulled me out of the dark times

The improv we were doing today in 4th period! Oh my Gotoh, I was laughing so hard. That actually made my day.

Thanks! And this poem, I can relate to at the moment. I like this one. Sounds like something I'd write myself. At this rate, I'd love to share more with you guys. Finally, I have found a place to share my lyrics/poems with.

Bump... Sowwy, but here's one I have... Nothing is what it seems. Not much to do. Not much to say. I see the whole world is wasting away. I look out the window, and that's what I see. Gloomy skies, dancing raindrops. I see the whole world is washing away. I sit here bored and tired. Not much to do. Not much to say. I see the whole world is draining away. I look out the window, and that's what I see. Gloomy cars, dancing trees. I see the whole world is flooding away.

So in 6th period today, we apparently got off-topic while doing notes, and the teacher was telling the students some possible first-impressions people can have on us.... When he went to me, here's what the teacher said... "Baggy Rush shirt.... (I was wearing my XL Rush shirt... I got it back when I was chubby. :S ) Weed." The people in my area of the room just started laughing. :P But really, that's the impression most people have on me! DO IT REALLY LOOK LIKE SOMEONE WHO SMOKES WEED?!

I'll be glad to post up some of the stuff I wrote here! I'll do it soon. And keep it up you poets! I like what I'm reading!

Just simply round it! :P

There should be an online degree-converter somewhere... I wanna cook. Period.

IT'S THE ASIAN INVASION

I'm taking Pre-cal. :s

NO MORE CoD TALK! xD

Eh... I'm tired of school. I'm trying to make the best out of it.

Oooh, okay. :P Anything you feel needs to be accomplished today? Okay. See ya later, Fran! :hug:

3 in the morning? Sheesh, what have you been doing?! :P

So, Fran, how's your day?

You gotta have hope, Mark! YOU GOT THIS, BRO!