I just got my grades back, 3 F's and one C. I lost my scholarship(5,000 a year) and my loan. So i have to do a private loan for next semester with more interest. My parents were paying for most my college but now i have to do it on my own.:thinking:

Oh wow! I feel so sorry for you....losing a scholarship!

It sucks and I have to have co-signer on the loan and my parents are so pissed they may not sign it. I haven't told them about what was going on and why i did so bad.

wow. like shesh, that's pretty bad. what went wrong? anyway, hope things work out.

Yes, I don't want to sound gossipy but, what happened?

Haha I feel emo talking about this. What went wrong, way to much xanax and alcohol and mix in severe depression and almost committing suicide. I didn't do enough about my depression, which lead to using the drugs and not caring about anything. I got into 5,000 dollars of credit card debt because at the time i was so messed up on xanax and depressed i was just going to kill myself after spending as much money as i could. After i got out of high school i took a year off, and lost touch with all my friends, literally for about 5 month's, then i started hanging out with a few of them after that but not many. Being alone for that long made do stupid things. I ended up not being able to kill myself so I decided to give it one more try and clean up. I stopped the drugs, im on anti-depressants, and I lost 55 lbs in the last year. I think im doing alot better but im sill in repair.

 

Now if only I had black hair I could brush it out of my eyes and go cut myself....

Shit man...

 

I hope things get better for you soon.

Oh, I'm sorry to hear that...Well, at least you were brave enough to say bye to the drugs and face the problem by now...That was a very nice thing to do...Hope you get better! :)

Oh crap dude,hope things improve!!!!!

That sUCKS.

 

Reminds me of a handful of peeps who won scholarships at my highschool, went off to college and lost them as well. Got too wild, lost a sense of responsibility.

 

 

Dont' be a statistic. :cry:

Hey! Lidia's back!! Nice to see you here again.:)

 

Like I said on another thread, I'm glad you got off the drugs, Nick. Well done. Your life's not over, and even though this really sucks, you can still pull it together. You're a very intelligent person, even though we don't always agree, and you can learn from your mistakes. I'm sure you'll do fine, and I'm wishing you all the best.:)

You mean livia

That sucks, but at least you realized you needed to change things. As long as you're committed to getting better and focusing on school and everything, things will get much better. Hope everything goes well. =)