i still feel i need to change things... i dreamt and dreamt, thought and thought... and no answer to unknown questions.... my head was near to explode yesterday... i don't know why i'm more :cry: , :( and :confused: is the worst....

 

by one side i must be proud, i really got a wonderful idea, that i keep writing everyday... but i don't... i feel i must choose a way soon and i don't know which one choose...i had dreams.. with messages... :confused: ...

 

i don't know what's happening, now i don't know nothing, that's so sad.. :cry:

 

even i thought about be a nun :confused: ... may be i really need to cry... i feel my heart is broken in pieces everyday but i didn't cry enough yet... :cry:

 

Thats weird Im feeling the exact same way lately. I have dreams that I always thought and assumed would happen but as I get older and getting an actual job and life gets more and more important. :(

 

All of a sudden my dreams seem like a silly waste of time (And my dream is similar to yours Ari, as you know).

 

are really i'm dreaming that i need to choose now something important, and it'll make my life...and seems i also am looking for something, something i don't know... i dream that i lose something and i had to find it... and then depending what i find my life will be in one way or other... i need concentrate on different priorities... the work i really want, other, my family, love... so strange... i don't know why i think about that this days, may be i had enough free time sometimes, or i saw too many films this weeks :confused: anyways i got a good story idea and i keep writing it every day. i take this more quiet than usual, i writing it thinking more, i only think a basid idea then i model the character as they need, i mean i don't label the characters, they'll grow by themselves. i think it's a good progress. :)

 

anyways thanks a lot reilly. ;)

 

how are you doing friend? ;)

may be you are right daryl... :/

 

Unless u become real mates from meeting on this site of course then share u adventures...

***hopes u have had a good day...

I am on earlies this week so there is a good chance we may miss each other. Awwwwwwww :cry: All week

Hope ur weekend was OK...

I had a few pints of beer.... :drunk:

plus mate my mates baby :baby: she is very cute. !!

aww daryl bro :kiss:

i had a good day today (i think). but not a good week (emotionaly)

beer, that sounds good :thumbsup:

a baby :blush: :baby: how old is? :nice:

well yesterday i knew that a music critician/commentarist... dead (Joaquín Luqui) and also a man that used to talk seriously on tv about paranormal things (Jiménez del Oso). Yesterday i confess my dad that this touched me a lot, (Luqui was ill all this week). I confess i don't use to like this man, 'cause i find him too pop and i don't like people that is too pop... :/ but i really was sad 'cause his dead. :/ ... and my dad yesterday told me i am the new luqui and it made me :blush: . i really don't think i am or i'll be like him one day.. but i know he use to know a lot of musicians and had a very big music collection. :cool: i like this thing of this man, he was so very lucky to have load and loads of albums.

the other man i use to see some of his reports about ovnis and things like that. i find him more serious than others. :)

 

the other time in my life than i feel things like that was when dead Terenci Moix, i used to read his critics about cinema on Fotogramas. i know he had a film screen at his house, and had load of films. i really appreciate that man, i confess that a part from the magazine i didn't read his books but i appreciate his work. :)

 

and also Paco Rabal, i find him a very good person, and also a good actor, but a good person that love his city, and had good friends.

 

i don't know why i find that some artist are good persons even i didn't use to see, read their works... but the most important finally it's be a good person, so be famous, get good critics, awards, that don't matter, and the opportinity (profesional) will come one day, you don't have to find it the priority on your life, or you won't live life so your stories will be only fantasy. :/

song of the day. (sorry but it's in spanish).

 

Diálogo de Triana

 

A mi puerta llamó el amor

y no quise escucharlo y no sé

porqué sangra en mi pecho

el recuerdo de tu amor

 

pregunté a la luna

si era el amor

lo que brilla en tu sonrisa

con tanta ilusión

 

y llorando me confesaba

que quería ser para mi

y la luna me contestaba

para amar hay que sufrir

y la luna me contestaba

yo quisiera ser para ti

 

a mi puerta llamó el amor

y le abrí mi pecho con calor

porque dentro de mí estaba

el recuerdo de tu amor

 

pregunté a la luna

si era el amor

lo que brilla en tu sonrisa

con tanta emoción

 

y llorando me confesaba

que queria ser para mi

y la luna me contestaba

para amar hay que sufrir

y la luna me contestaba

yo quisiera ser para ti

que pasa Beatriz :kiss:

i tried to translate it the best...

 

To my door it called the love

and I did not want to listen to it and I do not know

why bleeds in my chest

the memory of your love

 

I asked the moon

if it were the love

which shines in your smile

with as much illusion

 

and crying it confessed to me

that it wanted to be for me

and the moon answered me

to love is necessary to suffer

and the moon answered me

I wanted to me to be for you

 

to my door it called the love

and I opened my chest to him with heat

because within me

it was the memory of your love

 

I asked the moon

if it were the love

which shines in your smile

with as much emotion

 

and crying it confessed to me

that wanted to be for me

and the moon answered me

to love is necessary to suffer

and the moon answered me

I wanted to me to be for you

 

^lovely song :blush:

aaaawww how cute! :kiss:

:P

Bo-ya-ka szhaaa :cool:

yo, what's popping Ollie :D

Soda... :lol:

what kind ? :P

The fizzy one, eh?!

aiight :D

Bo-ya-ka szhaaa :cool:

 

mwweheheheheheh :cool: :rolleyes:

Ubercool tiger ranger!

:lol:

you have low bling Ollie, you better get with the posting

Hola mafechita, que pasa chikita. :D

aaaawww how cute! :kiss:

yes it is. :cool: . sorry but now i'm very happy :cool: :rolleyes:

 

this songs explains it a bit... :rolleyes:

how are you doing friends (mafe, albie, ollie)? ;)

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY ALBIE. :kiss:

aaaawww how cute! :kiss:

yes it is. :cool: . sorry but now i'm very happy :cool: :rolleyes:

 

this songs explains it a bit... :rolleyes:

 

 

aaawww that's awesome sis!

yes, i feel very good now :rolleyes: :D

 

le ví, le ví... :shy:

today was very busy and free day... i told with my art teacher about the last exam, he recognize that i did a good exa, but the problem is the order :confused: .... french lesson: i comment the teacher that my teacher told me that some teachers are worried about me, if i have any problem because i'm too quiet at class... and she tell me that she find i'm usually quiet... then i also told about the same subjet to my teacher.. so i told longer to her... and she find i had no problems, i talked a lot with my teacher, really in fact i told her about sun.. but basically mention it. so now i feel better, so they know now that i have no problems... at latin lessons we were talking, i mean my mates and i... so i don't know why some teachers says that i'm too quiet and shy... :/ they don't know me in my freetime hehe. :D

and at psychology we had a talk about uni, and we gave our questions on a paper to the woman that did the talk. :)

Also i told to my french teacher about a band from our region, they sing in english and some paragraphs in french (the singer is from France). :D

 

Clom

Their style is like hiphop (they said it on their site). i don't use to like this kind of music but i like them. :)

 

In "Discografia" you can download 4 songs of them. :) i'm thinking to choose them as band of the month. :idea2:

i will see