alyssa

whats lame is that they labeled it as an "upcoming album"

Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country this song rocksss!!! the lyrics are so.... emo though... "Sometimes I don't know why we rather live than die, we look up towards the sky for answers to our life. We may get some solutions but most just pass us by, don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right. I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man."

racquet ball is funneth. :blush:

What freaks me out is that you would ask a bunch of people scattered accross the world "What the hell am i doing?"

I haven't thrown up lately. The last time I've thrown up was in Februrary... I think. I had the flu or something. I had a fluxuating fever of that sometimes went up to 105F, nausea, headaches, chills, etc etc for about a week or something. Once I threw up over and over for 2 hours. I threw up 13 times. :sick: I don't know how the hell I threw so much shit up. I almost passed out when I was done, haha. Bad bug. Ick. I used to get the stomach flu a lot. I would throw up every hour or something. It wasn't really unusual if I would throw up 5 times in an hour. I don't get it often anymore.

haha :P I need them... for school. haha. I need 100 hours of work experience before I graduate and 25 of community every year. I was supposed to do 25 work experience last year but I was too lazy. since I'm not 16 yet I don't have much of a variety of jobs to choose from, haha. i have to work at school if i'm under 16. i got 25 hours of community last year from the hurricane katrina relief trip we had last year.

Er, if I had absolutely no other way of making money, maybe. But... I think there's always gonna be a different way to make money, so, no. :P

i need to be working though. i need 50 hours of work experience hours and 25 of community service for school. bleh. i don't mind working, i just hate interacting with people being the super shy person i am. lol. i stutter and stuff when i talk to people i don't know...

Uh... besides doctors and my immediate family--no. :uhoh:

heh, i've never been stuck in an elevator. i've only been stuck on a ride in Disneyland... for like... 5 mintues. haha. we were on the Indiana Jones ride, and it froze at the part where Indiana Jones is hanging on a rope above your car and right before the huge ass bolder comes at you and you go below it. that was strange....... i think i reached out and touched the fake Indiana Jones. :smug:

i don't work :smug:

w00t! happy birthday kiddo. :)

i saw a torrent of that, lol. it's just a bunch of b-sides. someone decided to put it together and make it a CD called "castles"... they even gave it a cover...

my handwriting sucks.

the house was clean...................................................... like... really... haha. it wasn't that dirty. she just randomly gets really mad over nothing. i don't care if she tells me to clean up... sometimes when it's really messy she doesn't get mad... and when it isn't at all she gets mad over a tiny mess on the counter. she was yelling at us for disrespecting her last night too. we barely even said anything though. my sis said "I do" and "But I do have school"--she didn't even say it with an attitude or anything, and my mom got mad. we can't do anything when they're mad. i guess we're just to sit and bear it all, which sucks. i try to act like it doesn't really affect me but it does.... last night i just snapped. i don't knowwwwww... now she's acting like nothing happened last night. it's annoying. it's like she thinks she can just yell at us and shit and it won't matter anymore the next day... i'm really getting tired of my parents... i wanna confront them and tell them that they're completely irrational and they don't make sense when they're mad and stuff and they get mad over the wrong things... but I don't know how to say that to my parents without making them mad. that... would kinda prove my point though, haha. i know i kinda sound one-sided... like i'm really against my parents or something......... but I don't think i'm exaggerating at all.. i'm almost undermining, haha. i really love them... i just hate it when they're mad. they're really....... PSYCHO. no one really gets why I don't like my parents that much unless they see them get made at us themselves. they're like... bipolar... my mom has her public personality and the one she has at home. I guess it's okay to have that, but she's completely different with us.... it's strange. i really wanna get out of here. i can't stop them from getting mad over nothing and i can't get away from it until i'm old enough (and mature enough) to live independently. :confused: i don't even know what i'm trying to say.... /end rant

yep yep i met this guy, hair and all, haha

haha, damn it's just a hat...

lol, we could go on forever about Chris :laugh3: cute :blush:

Amsterdam is like, the best Coldplay song ever. :stunned:

Chris! :laugh3:

sexay :cool:

Martin :cool:

hehe, i think i'm a good sister... i'm a lot closer to my sis than my parents. she's more of a mother to me than my friggin' mom, lol. i think she's a better sister than I am to her though... i think i said that already...

baby...?

hehe, more talent! :D everyone's stuff rocks. :nice: i haven't made anything lately--haven't been inspired... at all... lol