alyssa

Me and my sis were driving around the neighborhood to day because we didn't wanna go home because of my psycho parents, and Things I Don't Understand made me cry. :cry: I was already crying already, but it made me cry a little more, hehe.

ah i scared everyone off didn't I...... i feel better now... haha. this is still stupid...

i think i am... i bad at comforting my sis though...... i don't think I ever have. she helped me out today and i feel guilty for never trying to help her...

i know saying "someone ruined your day" is like handing over your life to someone and letting them control you... i tried to ignore all this shit but i can't..... it should be water of my back by now i don't think it ever can or will be............. i wanna fucking run away.....

so... i was having a good day... we (my sister and my cousin) went to the theaters to watch pirates of the carribean, but it was sold out, so we just drove around then went to the park and played on the playground, haha. then we rented some movies and went home, and my parents went out to eat dinner. then, i don't know what happened, but my mom came home super pissed off and started cleaning the house and shit. she started lecturing to us about how we don't pick up after our selves and "why we can't be automatic" and just clean up. what the fuck am I? a fucking robot?! then she said "you guys don't have school...." and my sister said "I do" in a light-hearted manner. my mom fumed and said "what did you say? did you say "I do"?!" and my sister was like "yeahhh" and then she just yelled "SHUT UP, CAN'T YOU SEE I'M MAD?" to her. then my mom asked why she would respond like that when she's mad and my sister was like "But, I do have school" and my mom just butted in and said "SHUT UP" fucking loud and started cleaning again. my dad didn't do anything... as always. they're both fucking psycho. they expect us to be fucking perfect. I hate it. I haven't cried so much in a while... I don't know what the fuck I'm doing wrong. my parents really suck. what am I doing wrong to make them like that? I don't talk back at them--shit, I can't express anything to them. all my fucking emotions are bottled up and now i'm just venting... sorry... fuck.

Serj from System of a Down at a CP concert.

^uhhhmmm I feel weally clean. :blush: i dunno how to style my hair :bigcry: there's no more smoke outside :blush: bass is uber fun i need to go to another coldplay concert :wacko:

I hate talking on the phone. :wacko:

who wants to help me draw "COLDPLAY" in huge letters?! :blush:

I used to be obsessed with Spongebob. :uhoh:

apparently I'm not very optimistic, heh. my friends keep calling me a pessimist... I like to think of myself as maybe a realist or something but iono...

^it is, but who cares! :laugh3: «You don't want Alyssa as your enemy!» :smug:

^hehe. :D more obsessiveness! "«I wouldn't leave the house without Gregory House.»" :uhoh: «House for your health.» :D «Make yourself at home with House.» :uhoh:

Can I Red Card myself? It'd be nice to have a little break from life. :wacko:

oi. *adds to list of "things not to forget at the next Coldplay concert you go to"*

happy burfday!

i'm feeling really obsessive "«Don't play with fire, play with Chris Martin.»" bahahahah! "«Chris Martin inside you.»" "«It's time to think about Chris Martin.»" "«Take what you want, but leave Chris Martin alone!»" "«I lost weight with Chris Martin.»" "«There's lots of fun in Chris Martin.»" "«Chris Martin - You see this name, you think dirty.»" wtf? :smug: "«Don't mess with Alyssa.»" "«Nobody doesn't like Alyssa.»" "«Who wouldn't fight for Alyssa?»" :smug: :smug: :smug:

http://www.sloganizer.net/en/ forlackofabettertitle and someother CPing members have sloganizer sigs, heh. post some things you come up with (or, the sloganizer comes up with). "There's only one thing in the world I want and that is Chris Martin." w00t!

ah, that sloganizer thing is hilarious! "Feel good with Chris Martin" bahahaha! anyway, i'm good at killing large bugs with my pellet gun. :blush:

nah I was just saying that most comic-based movies are kinda corny. :P at least, i haven't seen a not-so-corny or sucky comic movie yet besides this one. :uhoh: oh, the first two X-Men movies were good. :uhoh:

haha, ^your sig just said "Chris Martin never lies" lmfao!

uh, animated Yellow music video? :uhoh: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/322736

O.o there's a forest fire within 10 miles of my house and now there's a cloud of smoke and ash looming over my house. :wacko:

hehe, zandalz. :blush: