ClearAsCrystal

oh gawd :sad2: the closest thing I have gotten to that is Hershey's flavored chapstick... they were out of butterfinger and reeces pieces

total texan . born, raised, will die here for goodness' sake. Not by choice or anything. Texas is like quicksand. :dozey:

AHAHAHAHAHAHA no llores Lores...I will be in good....loving ...strong...warm....sexy ....*drools* perfectly handsome hands with Daniel. :wink3: I am such a perv :whip: omg how do you turn off Crystal's perv mode? :bomb: you can't ever ever. yes this fall...we have been together since last year February. I think I met him when we were in 9th grade :lol:

:sick: i never understood cherry flavored anythings. I wish I had peanut butter flavored chapstick :cheesy:

thankies :cowboy:

where :lol: here in Texas who? Daniel, le boyfriend you? if you want to fly over here, you are more than welcome when? this fall :laugh3: ? yes I laughed too! :lol: :uhoh:

He does?! Weally!? :wacko: yes!

:cheesy: I am pretty good. Got my new camera... its great :) And I am planning my wedding! You seem to have had such a great vacation time. It will give you lots of things to think of while you are bored and like NOT on vacation anymore.

okay cool... please just leave this ONE thread alone so it won't get confusing to read with your spam posts. there are people here who just want to help someone but you are complicating things with your worthlessness. Please. quit. srsly.

just two weeks?! two weeks that you spent sOOoooo well in the arms of mr johnny! :blush: how is you pwetty girl?

srsly

It's not mean, it's actually....it's a sadly well done analogy. The things that happen to your body when you become anorexic: * Hair loss * Lowered resistance to illness * Hypersensitivity to heat * Less need for sleep than normal eaters * Severe dehydration, which can result in kidney failure * Fatigue and overall weakness * Difficulty in concentrating on anything else except weight * Isolation from family and friends * Emotional regression to a child-like state * Feelings of guilt * Dependence upon alcohol or drugs to handle the negative outlook effects of bulimia * an imbalance in electrolytes; * inflammation of the esophagus, salivary glands, and jaw; * problems with teeth, gums, and lips; * chronic irregular bowel movements due to abusive laxatives; * feelings of shame and guilt; * depression; * low self-esteem; and * damaged family and social relationships. Some effects of breast cancer * Delirium * Fatigue * Nausea * Vomiting * Sleep disorders and that is not included in effects of chemotherapy..many are similar to effects of anorexia and bulimia * hair loss * weakened internal/organ systems and so much other things. It really is like saying: how can I get breast cancer? because when you push yourself to have an eating disorder...you get the same treatment of your body as involuntary diseases and sicknesses

:uhoh: uber cheesy commercial on a blaring tv: " Love being wrapped up too much in things that aren't real in life? Join coldplaying.com and base your hero and legend status on a spam based position" (then add random things about it in your alloted space for signature) ANd alllllso: write Location: I am the Legend because yeah, that makes sense you're so sad! :lol:

I get it, but at the same time it's like...whoa you must be super super gay. Because you are like the only one who believes that..so anytime you catch yourself reading a shirt you must be like: "shit! :bomb: I'm a homosexual!" heh...

yes, the ability to be as hated as ALBIE :cheesy: thumbs up yo! no change of mind here.

true. If you don't make changes in your life based in what YOU want to do, you will resent those that push you to make changes. Unless they are for your own good. But puking up food to lose a pound is NOT a good choice...at all. It's dangerous, disgusting and all those thing I don't have to mention because I am sure you have had your ears talked off about how bad it is to have an eating disorder. Basically, it all winds down to having some courage to make the best choice.

that's really great because gaven ain't even a wordD ddummMMYy

I hope so. Sometimes people don't take Internet given advice on this thread. I mean, they read it, but don't follow it even to save existance. I will always try something once, if it's not something hurtful, why not?

really? I mean, I would just LOVE an explanation about the t-millionth post. But, OH YES...okay I will settle for bullshit responses instead :dozey: thanks jerks. Seriously, I have no idea why this two millions post issues is so raving. I WILL NOT read through the thread (75% of threads are spam anyway)

what.

try again ... you usually tend to have some down to earth advice anna

so when someone makes it to the post number its starts your number over? someone already made it? man I have been gone here for too long :sick:

yes.

I read books about synesthasia because I used to think it was the most interesting thing in the world. That was before I became obsessed with Geology, of all things. And I have read almost all of the John Grisham series. If you like a good book that is enormously well written: 'The Count of Monte Cristo' [Alexandre Dumas] that books is a powerful read

I think if you had made a poll asking girls (and guys, but not so much) if they have family who "tease" (BOTHER THEM IN ANYWAY) them about their weight/looks/even personality for god's sake! ....you would get a big hell-yes-it -happens-to-me-too _______________________100% as results I like to dig in my mind to find out why before giving advice. You got me thinking and Jules mentioned a bit about some kind of family chemistry that makes members tease/bother you about yourself. I mean, it's kind of like that thing they used to tell classmates...if you don't have anything nice to say..don't say anything at all. OR....they used to tell us...don't say mean things even though you are " just joking"...you never know who might take it how (the wrong way) and get offended. Sometimes, a family picks a scapegoat to pick on and then they just roll from there. Like when I have done stupid things...my family gave me such a hard time teasing and being jerks that eventually, it wasn't funny anymore...it was damn right hurtful. Family members develop such a role living together..I mean, besides husband and wives...families wake up together, they see you puffy eyed and drowsy..basically at your worst moments and they just feel so blah with one another sometimes because they are with you 80 percent of the time that sometimes they don't even consider one another feelings. And that is where things get messed. I KNOW it's hard to tell them "shutthefuckup idiots!" because I want to scream that to them when they take the "teasing" (or whatever that meanness is called) But hey, you want a solution: TELL THEM .....in a FIRM no bullshit way that if they keep teasing you or saying things that just aren't cool to your emotions ...you will knife them down. I took a silent vow for one whole month from all members in my family (except my sister...she was cool) after I told them if one more person said anything about my school grades anymore...I wouldn't talk to them ever again. One month went by after someone said something about my grades. They got the picture. You don't even know how hard it was at times in that month, there were things I needed to say...but I HAD to do it or go crazy because of their hardheadedness. I think in the end.. it's all physics... you want a reaction...you have to get into action or just end up an idiot that sits there and does nothing. Do you want that?