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my easter break has gone to hell thanks to my lovely cold...

I keep my problems to myself because it's hard for me to talk about them with anyone, even my closest friends, so therefore I always seem happy and I get to hear that a lot too, "you're always so happy sofia", "how come you're so positive all the time? I've never seen you sad" and things like that. Sure, I am a positive person but they have problems too get sad sometimes but I just don't show it to anyone but myself. I wish I could open up and talk with my friends about whatever problem I've got when ever I want to, but I just can't and I don't know why either I'm just holding it back. I'm really bad at showing what's going around emotionaly inside me and I hate that. The only time I can cry around people is when I watch a sad movie because that's "ok" in my mind I guess, but except for that I never cry infront of other people. I'm really bad at showing when I really appriciate something as well. I can say "wow thank you, that was nice of you " when really I could scream because I'm so happy and inside me I might be jumping of joy and I want to jump on this person and give him or her a big hug. That might have been a bit exaggerated but you get the idea. This makes me look pretty selfish sometimes when I get things and like I take favours for granted because I don't thank people well enough. It's a huge problem for me and I hate it. And last but not least I have a problem showing people who I feel about them. I think it feels awkward when I give someone a hug (except mum & dad) and if I say or do something it sometimes feel like it was too much, "oh no I shouldn't have said/done that, now that persone will think I'm wierd". This is not fun at all of course because I WANT to be able to tell my friends that they are the best friends in the world and that I couldn't live without them and I want to be able to kiss and hug them whenever I want to without that awkward feeling going on. wow..I wrote a lot

everything seems so pointless right now...and I'm jealous

nazami

1. The name of the language: Swedish 2. Hi, how're you?: Hej, hur mår du? 3. Bye: hej då 4. Father, dad: far, pappa 5. Mother, mom: mor, mamma 6. Brother, sister: bror, syster 7. Thank you: tack 8. Merry Christmas: God Jul 9. Happy new year: Gott nytt år 10. Happy Birthday: Grattis på födelsedagen 11. I love you: Jag älskar dig 12. I miss you: jag saknar dig 13. Good luck: Lycka till 14. Good morning: God morgon 15. Good night: God natt

you're welcome :P

I found it! yaaay! take a look http://www.coldplaying.com/forum/showthread.php?t=14109&page=349

I'll help you look for it then hehe

I'm serious :thinking: there is one I know it

instrument painting or photograph

I have a cold so I have a sore throat and I'm hoarse too but I feel a little better right now so your teacher gave you an exam because of that boy? wow that sucks, good luck with it anyway :)

omg that's mean, poor him! :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:

you're welcome I'm ill but it's getting better, how are you?

if you do that everytime someone comes to visit you I don't think it will take long before you have to clean your place all by yourself :D

happy birthday have a nice day :)

wow you're adoreble anita :o

sounds like a lot of fun work :wink: ok thanks for explaining

Wit - 10/10 Emma Thompson is a great actress and the film is lovely so watch it, it made me cry (and that's something good)

aah yes! a sombrero! I want one :dozey: I'm not ingnorant and you don't make sense right now :bigcry: :bigcry: but I like you anyway :wacko: si si I'm still ill...the fever is gone but I still feel terrible and I sound like someone who has been smoking for 40 years yes yes I will follow your advice,I'm listening to them right now acctually: Pay for what you get....besst song ever :nice: aaahhhhhaaaaahh...ooohhhoooohhhh.....:sleep: *meditates*

what do you think eric?

stupid person...wine and cigarettes makes you feel sooo much better....:rolleyes:

oh that explains why she didn't look so swedish :P

what? that's rude! he should be grateful and happy that you gave him somethinig at all

what's TP? no one has ever egged our car but if someone did I would probably laugh my ass off