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yes!

gue sempet liat di ps banyak kok.. haha. gue mendesak sih download soalnya udah ga sabar pengen dengerin.. :P *maaf ya chris.. :cry:*

di toko kaset banyak kok :) ato gak download aja dari http://mp3locker.net/ :)

last

how about Indonesian? :cry:

hey neighbors!

last lost love :heart:

lastest

^ udah terima PM dari gue? hehe

^oh yah.. kenal sama yang namanya thito gak? kuliah dimana? ITB? :) iya nih.. tapi so far yang online cuma dikit :(

halo adit, welcome to the forum :) asal mana? sekolah dimana? :nice:

i totally agree what you said... being adult is scary. well, really scary actually for me.. it seems like i wanna go back to my childhood again, although im too late :( well, having fun being youth is a good idea though.. i hope i can have a good try for that :cool: and yes, i definitely freak out with my attitude changes day by day.. it seems like im always changed everyday.. yeah.. hopefully he loves me forever and ever.. we havent met for almost a year though.. i really cant wait for going back to my country in august :bigcry:, but big thanks from your supporting advice, i totally appreciate that :) thanks so much for your support.. yeah, i do agree that getting older is really tough.. i mean its tough to face life if we are getting older.. *hopefully you get what i mean :P* who's Jack Shephard? I have no idea about him or her!? nah, jk :P but well, seriously.. who is he? a comedian? :wink3: okay.. breathe iiiiiiinnnnn... breathe ouuuuuuutt.... fushhhhhh :rolleyes: DONE :D :P

^awww :blush: thanks for sharing the cutie video.. :nice: im trying to make this situation to be ok though.. im trying to act like an adult.. i know i can do it :cool: P.S: need your support guys :dance:

earthquake happened again in aceh, indonesia last week about 7.2 magnitude :bigcry:

welcome! :nice:

i'm hungry too :sad: any good foods to eat?

I LOVE KEANE!!!!!!!

so-so.

i think the third one would be my answer :wink3:

nope

^ huh?

^ not really :sneaky: do you remember when you are one year old? :P

okay, let me begin my (true) story that just happened a few days ago. so i'm now living in the US as international student. my parents are in my country (indonesia) so (again), let me just begin the story.. last week was kinda terrible week (i guess), i had a pollen allergy when i found out from the doctor because of this spring season that makes me soooo sickkkk :sad:... it sounds normal, but i wonder why i couldnt breathe every each day when i wanted to go to sleep until i should wait for two hours to close my eyes and relieve my lungs to be normal again.. it was sucks really.. (but im okay now).. at the same time, my parents got a very bad disease (cause they're about 60s).. so many complicated diseases going on i think.. my mom got a broken back and my dad had to get a surgery for his foot (some of his bones bones must be dredged in). the bad news was they didnt tell me about until i knew that from my sister in california.. she told me that my parents got those diseases when i had a pollen allergy last week. then, when i asked to my mom about her disease, she said that it was not important to talk about... and i suddenly thought about something else; they just want me to be safe and healthy in here. (this was not okay until now :bigcry: plus, i recklessly joined a volunteer in the university to gain my personal experience. but my dad doesn't want me to do that.. so when i joined there, i tried to not tell him afterwards... even finding a job.. he said i better get enough credits to transfer to the university first, then think about a career (i dont think it would be worked out afterwards cause finding a job at uni would be harder than at college) unfortunately, they eventually knew from my mom because of my dad had been asking me about the interview that i did last week (which was actually my paper interview, not for volunteer interview).. so yeah.. my mom told to my dad that the interview was for my volunteer.. whereas it was actually NOT for that and she was misunderstanding.. my dad accepted my choice, but it sounded like he didnt agree with me. SO (again and again),i was freaking out at that time cause i dont know right now what they are really want...... i terribly sad right now..i dont know what to do... i have a plan to go back to my hometown later in august.. but now the situation is really sucks.. i cant believe that its kinda hard to learn to be an adult.. im 17 and i think im still acting like a kid.. :bigcry: P.S: i've been living in the us almost a year, but english is still not good in speaking and writing.. gahh.. hopefully you guys can understand what im saying.. :sad2: thanks for people who've been asking me.. im really appreciate that :kiss:

^how'd you know my name!? :confused: