i'maveryneatMonster.'

I thought she had one.

I can't, and I don't like it.

You started taking Alexa's? Oh my, you're doomed.

Aww, I really like the green ones in House (they're green right? :/?) I think I'll buy my scrubs on Tuesday. Yeaaah, but I hurt the girl I was supposed to canalize. I felt like crap and she just kept smiling at me and told me she'd hit me if I kept beating myself up. And well, this guy in my class went there on Monday and did it on a real person, except inserting the tube cos the doctor said it required experience, and that made me feel like scum. I dunno.. it depressed me a bit cos I want to be good, and even if I'm not interested in emergency procedures like intubation, I really want to be a fucking surgeon :/ maybe my hands are just not meant to perform stuff.. AH IM DYING T___T People say that students like me (and I'm not being arrogant here) that know too much stuff are often bad with procedures, so that made me feel a lot worse.. I know I still have another 3 years in school to practice before my internship comes, and I have a lot to learn, but I dunno.. It's scary. I don't want to fuck up. YEAAAH <3 A few weeks and it's OVER <3. And I'll sleep, read books not related to medicine :wacko: RUN :heart: Go out, meet someone :charming: Watch movies and fucking play videogames <3 Of course, I'm planning to get ready for pharmacology and immunology and read a bit about them during my summer break. So, what pharmacology book did you use ._.? I haven't seen that, right now we're studying motor/sensitive "ways" or routes, whatever they're called in english. I personally don't find it difficult at all :wacko: My friends even laughed at me when I was all orgasmic during class on Friday cos I was like a little girl watching everything and being amazed lolz. WOOT, that was a long post..

Yeah, I want to play new songs on piano, so I'd appreciate suggestions. Just um please, not The Fray, U2, Coldplay (I know plenty), Muse (cos I don't like them). I think you get the idea. Thanks.

Colour.

Haha, maybe? Well, that's what he said we'd do :confused: but I dunno, I still need to buy scrubs and other surgical shit. Lately I've been feeling crap. I feel like I suck when it comes to doing actual procedures, I even fucked up an IV, I couldn't really intubate the mannequin even though I was able to do it properly when I was in first semester.. so that makes me feel like I should not go to the hospital T__T but the other part of me is telling me to go. A week of exams, another of classes. Over. then four days for me <3 and then finals. OMG.. Brain's anatomy? BUT IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL PERRINE :(

LOLZ. That made my day.

Took a 3 hour nap. WOOT, that's not a nap anymore right? I told you :P Trinity was fucking brrrrrilliant :heart: Sinister and perfect. I wanted to cry when I saw the ending, not cos she's dead, but because of Dexter.

Thank God I'm in medschool. 20

Aww <3 See? That's why I'm marrying YOU. :heart: Thank you <3 Srsly you are too sweet. Are those two Liz and you? :rolleyes: :charming:

Nope. I'm always irrelevant when I post, so I don't really care.

Where do you want to go? :cool2:

:charming: Wanna go out tonight? Eddie <3 What's up with the cat?

I sensed that someone lovely was posting here, and I came in. I ate nutella and bread for breakfast this morning :D

Nutella is an important element when you have to stay up all night.

Please watch the movie, it's gonna melt your heart, make you laugh and make you smile <3 I'm buying it soon, definitely an item I'd love to have in my collection of dvd's.

My favorite movie. Jack is love, and I love him.

Same here.. Bad girl, now you gave me motivation to go buy some nutella and cookehs. But I can't, I need to read -_-

Yeah, but I always keep a very beautiful, tasty and nutella-ish cookie hidden when things go wrong :heart: :charming:

There are no dumb questions Nick :heart: We'll be glad to help :P This might solve your problem: Yeah, Debra is amazing with her job, I loved how crazy she went with the skinner case, you'll see that in season 3 :nice: Lila was annoying, probably the reason why season 2 wasn't that good for me. I know, but still, you have to know a lot of things to treat them T__T My physiology doctor invited me and others to the hospital next to my home (haha, so close) to practice intubation with real people, and see it being performed as well. Makes me feel scared :uhoh: I'm getting sick of being there though.. I feel like I need my summer break NOW. I've been working even more than last semester, and my schedule did affect me, I'm always tired and sick of everything :/ but just 2 more weeks of classes.. Also, I'm having a biochemistry lab test tomorrow and preventive medicine test on saturday, about vaccines and immune system. DAMMIT :(

ROAR. Can't wait.

Are you wearing that for our wedding?

Nick, happy birthday :nice: I wuv you <3

Lolz.