Ireentje

school

It's more fun with the three of us :nice:. I'd like it if you'd come.

Welcome you two :)

Well, it's not like I'm dancing through the streets shouting I'm gay, I just really need to get used to it. I mean, you don't realize it at first, but we grow up in a completely heterosexual world, every movie, every book, everything regarding love, romance, relationships, it's almost always man and woman.

Nice and warm today :)

I need you :nice:

Well, I found Susanne's name on a website somewhere..and i asked her about it and she said she had never felt anything for boys at all ever in her entire life. I'd never expected it from her :) And she told me about Chris and another girl, because she went to a place called the COC with them. If I ever get a girlfriend I'm really in love with, I would not hesitate at all to show it to the world. For some reason I'm just really sure about that.

What's with the huh.

Okay :) It's gonna be WILD :D

Because I'm afraid of what they'll say. It's just...I had quite a hard time admitting it to myself, and I've just got to get used to idea myself. I'm not especially afraid of telling people at school, because I believe most people will accept me as I am..teh only person I really dread to tell is my father. It's just...I've started the process of telling friends. I told Marieke, I told you, I told Rianne, Susanne from my history class who's gay too, Chris (Rianne's ex :stunned:) who's gay too (:shocked:) and Jacob and my mum..so just getting on the road...

Dying...I think it's slightly easier for the relatives, that it's really over...knowing that your friend or relative is still there bodily but not psychically, must be really hard saying goodbye if you know that they're never gonna wake up again. If a person is dead and buried, you can start grieving and letting go. I know how things went with my aunt who died a couple of months ago, and it was terrible. And terrible for her too, because she DID know what was happening, but she was unable to move, speak or do anything at all. It was a relief when she died, for her close ones. Same q.

I meant, what did you mean by that :P

Okay, what's that place called again then, where she lives? And how are we gonna do it, getting to the concert? (aaah, so excited!!!)

Come again?

Maartje lives in Zeeland right?

Rather hearing/telling the truth...although it can be difficult and painful sometimes.. Same q.

Good idea, need to keep contact with people you like ;)

Could be caused by stress. A blood vessel stretched out to far. Serious blow to the head. Dehydration of the brain fluids... Lots of other things.

Well, it's more the fact that men are more easily able to be violent and beat people up, and it's mostly men who are homophobic, concentrating on male gays, because they seem to be afraid that every gay men will immediately hit on them and try to rape them or something like that...

perfect

I do! :/

Hmm..if you put it like being almost invisible...I'd pick the attention too. I would go crazy if I lost contact with the world.

Well it seems to be mostly gay male couples who express their feelings in public who seem to get harassed or abused in our capital...odd, really.

Kind of odd. Still thinking about Tarnation..

Totally inconspicuous mostly.. You?