Jae

i found his approach and the churches to it all...a little strange

damien rice - delicate

damien rice- old chests

i went to mass today..for a christianing. i thought the priest was going to cry :(

heartache

i wish i could just spend forever pissed out of my face. fuck dave. fuck the fact that he never replied to me and hasnt even bothered to try and talk to me about it. now if he asked i would just go out with him to hurt him, because thats what he expected!! fuck him he he doesnt even know me :cry: they all think they know soo much but only my friends see how much i hurt :cry:

who's the guy from cansonova? its should be giles anyway. so there.

its NOT 'chav' :angry: Its NED!!! :smug:

nite-cap then bed.

i wish i was going :(

my supposed mate whom i know from primary constantly fell out with me for fucking noting. i stood up to her for a change and she ended up trying to fuckign hit me. i wish she would just fucking grow up and realise other people have feelings and the world doesnt revolve around her. that or she would just fuck right off out my life. now i have to pretend its fucking ok for the sake of the group. what! now guys. dave loved me for a long time and i loved him back but neither of us ever said it or admitted it till it was too late. he has a girlfriend and im alone. drunk at a party we talked about it and i told him how much i had liked him. on livejournal he says hes confused and he comments on mine saying he was confused because of me. then he goes and talks to his girlfriend... :confused: im talking to him about it and he says he's decided to stay with her. i kissed someone at the end of the night pissed out my face, he heard. he says to me that helped him decided.(god do i feel cheap!) so he still with her whom he doesnt have much affection for and they barely socialise or talk. all the time we share these secret glances but nothing more but its killing me. i dont want to do anything though because his gf is a really nice person and pre this we were passing friends. we were so open with each other during it all too and now were not and we dont talk in school because i dont want her friends to see and get him into bother. i want him to be happy...just with me. god i wish i knew certain things for certain.

crowded house not my cup of tea tea's crap

cool. :cool: i wish i had morals

marriage...hmm

my ass itches people are mean stars a pretty

straight

hehe yeah pardon moi. :blush:

i want it to come back on, i quite miss it, it was my late night viewing :(

when i got 'high' i use to just sink into the nearest chair/floor and not move for hours and hours. i was slow when i was high onwards.

suave! there was leonardo, donatello, michelangelo and raphiel. splinter was there master. april was the reporter. shredder was the villian. :)

lmao im tooo good for the person i want more than anything accourding to everyone encliding hom and its so not even clkose to trie its not even at all faur

von ray-inside out

more jack please...straight

i am half cut and very sad and confused. yas.

hope for me yet then :P