I think I mess it up with this..

my elbow still hurts, and now also my wirst... :(

My best friend is off to the US for 2 years...

I feel empty:bigcry:

It's about 3 a.m. in Shanghai,but I cannot fall asleep...I need a doctor...:dozey:

my book...I miss it.

Oh not again....:angry:

I am stupid. :huh:

And now i regret sending that stupid pack and using my money on all that stuff.

Fucking hell, and that letter too..argh. I totally disagree with the things i wrote a few hours ago

oh fuck...the damm thing is as grumpy as hell!!

mmmmm.....mmm....

I dunno.

I'm depressed.

I'm depressed.

 

oh...*hugs for you*

 

I know how you feel like.

I should be so darn happy now...and yet something seems off.

Me and my petty mind.

 

Believe me - the best way to heal is to sleep.

Sounds silly...but it's true.

oh...*hugs for you*

 

I know how you feel like.

I should be so darn happy now...and yet something seems off.

Me and my petty mind.

 

Believe me - the best way to heal is to sleep.

Sounds silly...but it's true.

 

One of the closest people to me is gone... when i'll wake up he still won't be there...:(

 

but thanks...

One of the closest people to me is gone... when i'll wake up he still won't be there...:(

 

but thanks...

 

oh, right...I am sorry for my arrogance :(

 

I hope you get better soon.

Time heals all wounds, I guess...I hope.

oh, right...I am sorry for my arrogance :(

 

I hope you get better soon.

Time heals all wounds, I guess...I hope.

 

Sure :D

It's not arrogance...

 

And yeah, he's gone "only" for two years :cry:

I hate him...so fiercely right now that I could just --- I dunno what.

I miss my friend...

:(

Sorry, I never ment to bring sadness in here...

I love this song:

 

But it was harmless

It couldn't hurt you

Oh you were helpless

I know you'll get through

Nice...

And I like this one:

 

Then it all crashes down

And you break your crown

And you point your finger

But there's no one around

 

Just want one thing

Just to play the king

But the castle's crumbled

And you're left with just a name

 

Where's your crown, King Nothing?

 

(Metallica's King Nothing)

why why why why???????????????

I'm so tired.

Maybe it's not boring.

The movie was good, but could have been so much more.

I want to be happy right now.

 

But I'm nervous, tired, and listening to Placebo's cover of Running Up That Hill does not do much for the happy meter.