sometimes that happens....

i really really really wish things were just perfect in the world, but it just isn't ... i wonder many times why the world wasn't made to be a more perfect place, but it wasn't meant to be that way... it's part of the beauty

i understand what you mean. i am fighting fighting all the time against things. it is so damn hard. my life is like a stage that is set to be perfect, but all the rest of it is wrong. does that make any sense?

yea that would make my life easy too

i don't think that life was meant to be perfect, i think it was actually meant to be imperfect

well i can definitely verify that. but it doesn't stop me from wanting it to be a little easier sometimes.

life is meant to be fun,but lots of the time it isn't fun at all :(

amen to that brotha!!

hmmm... i'm lookin for su'm su'm... i'm trying to quote something

:huh: :huh:

As a christian I believe I was nothing. But now I exist which makes me something. I don't deserve existence because it's perfect.

 

Ec 3:18 I said in my heart, "Concerning the condition of the sons of men, God tests them, that they may see that they themselves are like animals."

The writer states that at least part of the reason this world is imperfect is so that we're tested to realize who we are.

i believe i belong here - that i am here for a purpose. but there are many things that have happened and are happening that i don't understand = yet. it is just really hard sometimes to keep going when so many obstacles are being put in the way.

Yes,that's very true!!!!!!

i just get so very tired of the trials, yet giving up or running away is not an option. so i think one just needs to draw comfort where you can.

I don't think there's any set purpose, but I think I can influence things. That's all I have. I don't have a real purpose to change things, but to influence changes. And I want to make as much as I can somehow. I agree, it's hard with a lot of obstacles. I'm not sure of myself.

well i feel pretty certain that my purpose is to make my son into the best man he can be. but i wonder why he has had to be challenged so much by loss in his young life. and if something happens to me... i just can't imagine why that would be allowed to happen.

:( :cry: :cry:

didn't mean to be pitiful, i am just really scared right now.

that is so sweet. you seem like a great mom... you need someone to love you too when you're down low... that's partly why you have such a great family

oh.....

and that's why you need ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*snuggles*

yes i am lucky, very much so, in that respect. i hate asking for help, but i have had to lately. and my brother is really my best friend. he is like my personal watchdog. but of course i miss having a real partner to go through life with.

yea it's sad when that happens and you have to raise you're kids alone :cry:

*woof*

 

 

^snuggy