And today is one of those days for me, I have came back from a wonderful holiday with my boyfriend, and am dreading going back to college Monday moring, since I have joined I've liked the lessons as such but the days are long 8 - 6 including travel and I find myself alone more and more everyday.

 

It's really getting me down to the point I just want to leave now, I'm 18 and will be stuck there for two years on my own.

 

I talk to people but I don't "hang out with them" the people in my group are awful anyway! I just want to be happy but I'm not, I already left my last college too so I know doing that again, unless I found a job straight away! Would upset my parents.

 

I just with I had an excuse...such as...the college don't think I can catch up or something crappy.

 

My boyfriend is doing well as an accountants appentice and I just feel lost with no idea what is best for me.

 

So sometimes you just need help...

I know its gonna be the hardest part of your life so far.. However the sacrifice will be better for you in the longer term.... u wont lose him if he loves you... that emotion alone will keep you both going !

I'm not scared of losing my bf we're fine and dandy been together two years and thats great, family and him keep me going just being alone at college is getting me down big time and I CAN'T mess it up

When you feel alone listen to coldplay then your heart will be filled with all the love you will be missing ! :)

When you feel alone listen to coldplay then your heart will be filled with all the love you will be missing ! :)

 

:D hehehehe

And your coldplay family will always be here too ! :cool4:

And your coldplay family will always be here too ! :cool4:

 

:) Thankyou so much!