It's not about believing in ghosts, doing strange rituals and worshipping gods beyond the usual Christian being.

 

It's thinking about feelings, thinking about thoughts, thinking about everything.

Yeah, maybe it's called philosophy, too. But that's not all.

 

I'm missing this special one in my life who is as progressed in this region as me.

 

I'm not as good in expressing what I wanna say as I wish to be...but I've decided to perforn all special things that come to my mind and don't be left behind between barricades.

do you mean spirituality is not about those things or the subject you're trying to talk about?

It's not about believing in ghosts, doing strange rituals and worshipping gods beyond the usual Christian being.

 

It's thinking about feelings, thinking about thoughts, thinking about everything.

Yeah, maybe it's called philosophy, too. But that's not all.

 

I'm missing this special one in my life who is as progressed in this region as me.

 

I'm not as good in expressing what I wanna say as I wish to be...but I've decided to perforn all special things that come to my mind and don't be left behind between barricades.

 

Please elucidate............................... :confused:

I understand what you are saying,and I hope that you find someone on your level soon....:)

Well I mean, I occupy myself with spirituality, psychology and some kind of philosophy,

but that doesn't mean absurd stuff like believing in witchcraft or stuff. Or that I learn psychology professionally.

 

Just thinking about life, its sense, the world, people on it, love, music, feelings, solving problems, and I'm progressing a little every day.

Thinking about how to get really happy.

Contemplating common things and wondering what makes it that way it is.

 

And when I start to approach that to my friends, e.g. why exactly this small experience makes me so happy right now, almost everyone doesn't understand.

 

Does someone feel the same at times? And why?

Well yes i do feel that at times and I have read a lot of books on the subject

 

I have tried the things you said,but somewhere along the line i lost motivation for various reasons...