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aw i miss everyone here :cry2: hope everyone's okay :) exams are going okay 5 down 3 to go which isn't too bad today was the most stressful of the days so i'm just happy it's over and you're welcome bon :nice: anytime hope they're going good for youuu :cool:

awww julia you were one of the first peoples i came to speak to alot on here :nice: i will misss you and i know we haven't spoken frequently in a while but that's because i did the same thing you did and decided i needed to stop using the internet as much as i did and spend more time doing "constructive" and "important" things i know this place is lovely and all but it still is alot of time and if you can't control yourself like you said, then sometimes you have to make a decision to stop using it as much, or stop coming on here for a while i hope you achieve whatever it is you want to good luck best wishes and everything.. else. :nice: :kiss: p.s; i will miss you :cry2: from your aussie friend hahaha :cool:

not happy. not satisfied in how i went in my exam :( :cry2:

aww thanks! :) i hope so too. :D good on ya bon. i'm proud of you. if you don't go as well in the half yearlies, don't get down, use them as a motivational point, and be like "okay i got so so and in maths and by the trials i want to have achieved this much". treat the second half as a clean slate. i did the 2 unit maths exam last year as part of this acceleration program, ad i bludged around sooo much and i was dissappointed because i could have got a band 6 but i got a band 5. i was happy with that mark but it was the whole "i could have got better" thing. my teacher used to say that between the trials and the hsc you could improve your mark by up to 20%. if you can do that in those few weeks between trials and hsc, imagine how much you can improve between half yearlies and hsc. it's all in your reach. you just need to grab a hold of it and go! :) good luck with your maths exam tomorrow and all your other half yearlies bon! :nice:

omgomgomg stepphhyyy your tatoo looks aweeesommmmeeee! i'm not really a fan of tattoos but your one looks brilliant! i love the font you've got in done it and the stars are so cute :nice:

jesus this thread has confused me so much the first few pages are funny but so damn confusing! :lol:

oohh nice twisted clocks :) i'm going sydney :cool: first night :smug: then second night :smug: :smug: WITH BONNNNNNNNNN :D haha omg bon i so can't effing waiiiiiiiiiittttt :thinking: howwww great is it going to be. asdlkda/ :o :lol:

:shocked2: :shocked2: :shocked2: :shocked2: :o are you seriouusssss?

i love your glasses mariana, both the black frames and the sunnies :cool: it's been a little while since i posted one so here you go. me and some of my friends a few days ago on a music excursion :) i'm in the middle.

thanks laura hunn :kiss: i hope you're feeling better now. remember, time will sooth your pains. bon, i'm going to post what i wrote to you in the other thread in case you don't see that one. "yeah i needed motivation and i got a huge wake up call from a friend. i'll try motivate you now. lol while i'm on okay bon. this is your last year of high school. complete, final, last year and then it's over. we're already half way through, what's the point of giving up and not working for it now? and it's nowhere near too late to start trying now. the past 12 years of going to school means nothing. as sad as it sounds, it's only this year that counts for anything. so if you've spent the last 12 years of your life studying, then why give up when it comes to the last one? i have a knack of being able to go cold turkey on things. i was the biggest msn junkie. but then i just sat there and said okay i'm deleting it. and i deleted it and i haven't had any urges to go on since. you know what else i did; i've put up random posters in my room, like motivational posters and stuff of things i want to have achieved by the end of this year. this might sound ridiculous, but i'm aiming for a uai higher than or equal to 97. so i've got posters with my goals on them and stuff like "remember your goal; 97" and stuff written on it. then i've got inspirational quotes stuck on the wall above my table so when i sit down i see it and i read it. stuff like "make use of time; let not advantage slip"; shakespeare and "the ability to concentrate and to use your time well is everything if you want to succeed"; lee iacocca. yeah so you get my jist. stuff like that helps me. organise yourself. sit down for one night and organise everything. create a plan for yourself. ie; you want to start study between this time, and finish at this time. you want to be in bed by 11:30pm, etc etc. i wrote my guidelines and stuck it on my roof so when i go to sleep i see it on my ceiling. haha im such a loser. anyway. then write up your assessment schedule so you know when all your assessments are due. then get all the organising stuff out of the way then you'll feel better that's the first step then yeah you're on the way. remember, ALOT of people are going through the same thing right now. lack of motivation, etc. you just need someone to help you clariify your mind and give you motivation. i got so stressed because i felt like i was wasting my time i started crying because i thought i was going to screw this year over then i called a friend from last year's year 12 and she gave me so much motivation and gave me a HUGE reality check. i hope this helps bon remember, you've come this far WHY give up now? just a few months of sacrfice that's all it is and the benefits you will get from satisfaction after this year is going to be worth all the stupid little sacrifices like giving up useless internet surfing, and wasting time, and going to parties that aren't essential. :) :cool: " organise yourself give yourself some inspiration and motivation remember that it's only a few more months and that few months can change everything make small sacrifices small sacrifices = big rewards work hard! you're half way there, don't give up nooooowww! dooonn'tt give uppp bonnn!

aww thanks bon yeah my first exam went well on friday, i was actually happy with how i played and i'm never happy with how i go in my music exams :) yeah i needed motivation and i got a huge wake up call from a friend. i'll try motivate you now. lol while i'm on okay bon. this is your last year of high school. complete, final, last year and then it's over. we're already half way through, what's the point of giving up and not working for it now? and it's nowhere near too late to start trying now. the past 12 years of going to school means nothing. as sad as it sounds, it's only this year that counts for anything. so if you've spent the last 12 years of your life studying, then why give up when it comes to the last one? i have a knack of being able to go cold turkey on things. i was the biggest msn junkie. but then i just sat there and said okay i'm deleting it. and i deleted it and i haven't had any urges to go on since. you know what else i did; i've put up random posters in my room, like motivational posters and stuff of things i want to have achieved by the end of this year. this might sound ridiculous, but i'm aiming for a uai higher than or equal to 97. so i've got posters with my goals on them and stuff like "remember your goal; 97" and stuff written on it. then i've got inspirational quotes stuck on the wall above my table so when i sit down i see it and i read it. stuff like "make use of time; let not advantage slip"; shakespeare and "the ability to concentrate and to use your time well is everything if you want to succeed"; lee iacocca. yeah so you get my jist. stuff like that helps me. organise yourself. sit down for one night and organise everything. create a plan for yourself. ie; you want to start study between this time, and finish at this time. you want to be in bed by 11:30pm, etc etc. i wrote my guidelines and stuck it on my roof so when i go to sleep i see it on my ceiling. haha im such a loser. anyway. then write up your assessment schedule so you know when all your assessments are due. then get all the organising stuff out of the way then you'll feel better that's the first step then yeah you're on the way. remember, ALOT of people are going through the same thing right now. lack of motivation, etc. you just need someone to help you clariify your mind and give you motivation. i got so stressed because i felt like i was wasting my time i started crying because i thought i was going to screw this year over then i called a friend from last year's year 12 and she gave me so much motivation and gave me a HUGE reality check. i hope this helps bon remember, you've come this far WHY give up now? just a few months of sacrfice that's all it is and the benefits you will get from satisfaction after this year is going to be worth all the stupid little sacrifices like giving up useless internet surfing, and wasting time, and going to parties that aren't essential. :) :cool:

thankkkiess bonnbon! :cool: and good luck to you tooo my friend. stupid exam period I HATE ITTTT :cry2:

ahh wow i haven't crashed a reilly thread in a while. :lol: i like to think that i'm different/special in the sense that i'm an individual. when i say "individual" i mean comparitively speaking to the others in my school, etc. the majority of them are so incredibly materialistic/self centered, and base their lives around social events and don't value anything of substance. i am one of the few i guess who actually enjoys school and values education, as well as morals. i think learning to like yourself is a big thing and i'm at the stage in my life where i am just really content with the way everything is going. school is going fantastic, studies are going well, i have finally learnt from previous mistakes in friendships, i like to think of myself as a good friend, i've found a new violin teacher and she is fantastic, i've been going to the gym for a while now and eating healthy, and i've completely re-organised myself. everything seems to be adjusting/regulating itself, emotionally, physically, intellectually, mentally. all the others seem to misinterpret this and think i'm a no-life snob who studies all day and doesn't enjoy her life. one of them has even called me self-involved, a bitch, and said the stuff i said were a waste of space. i'd post a link to her myspace which shows how pathetic/idiotic she is but she'd probably find out and just be even more of a bitch and i really dont want to see her face. period. so basically. i like to think of myself as "special" so to speak because i like to value things of substance; talent, loyalty, intelligence, being cultured, understanding, having morals, individuality, etc... it seems there aren't many left who value this that i know.

bonita's the name. or you could call me bonnie. :cool: whatever you please

crashing your thread ren. long time no speak, hope alll is well :kiss: fifi your dom avi is mildly disturbing!!! :lol:

haha thanks tony :) first exam is in a few hours and the first one is music which is okay i should be off to practice farewell everyone on the lounge :cool:

my ipod is great and all. but i just love buying new cd's and listening to them. the artwork, cd, etc.

why thankk youuuu :kiss: yeah i know it's beeeeen agesssss. i deleted msn and am using coldplaying and myspace alot less this year. final year of high school and i am determined to get a good mark. whether that happens, that's a different story.speaking of such i start my half yearly examinations in 3 hours hahaaaa and i'm still on the net. i should be studying. but yeahhh i shall enjoy the sofa for the time being :cool:

aww that is a gorgeous picture. you look great anita :)

you two are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ridiculously cute together. i think i said this a while ago. but it must be said again. :cool:

don't worry flor, french was not too bad. :) i learnt it for a year and it was okay. lot's of fun! :cool: i've forgotten everything now though! :lol:

i'll be the first of the seven :wink3: :lol:

flor! he's hot and available! :wink3: hahah! :lol: you have everything going for you :P

aww lovely. how have you been rick? :kiss:

awww more aussies. WE'RE TAKING OVER :wideeyed: not really... i just felt like saying that. hello from syddddddneyyyy! :cool: