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awkward... i think thats whats happening in my relationship now... ive started going out with this guy who i went out with briefly last year (i mentioned him last year sometime on this forum). anyway, we kissed today properly sorta, for the first time, and it was just weird and awkward... its been weird between us ever since... and now i dont think i really wanna be with him too much... i mean, he asked me out last week, i said no. then somehow we gradually started going out! arghhhh and i still like that guy ive been moaning about for ages who i met at New Years.

lol, dont worry too much at 14 Sam...

i wish i could play guitar :( and see them when they come to Aus :( and be matts girlfriend :( hehe :D

happy easter! hows everyones been! mines been ok... a bit weird... but not too bad. yr 12 is ...meh :D but hey im getting through it. i guess il really know when my exam results come back :D how cool is this. my friends parents are going away for a few days and they told her she could stay in the house by herself if someone else stayed with her. well they approved of me, so im actually going to be "living" with my friend for a few days at her house! hehe we gonna have a fun time :evil: - plus she got her P's today (and her own car), so we can drive around and she can take me to work! yay!

gahhhh i was reading an interview which dated sometime last year i think in the rolling stone. matt was being interviewed and he was saying how he has a girlfriend :bigcry: he says he was going out with her before they got signed so its pretty genuine, and i may have no chance! :bigcry: :laugh4: :embarassed: :laugh4: haha do you know that his mum comes on the official forum sometimes and posts :D how cool is that?

wha?

reminds me of that billy joel song :stunned:

lollllll nice one nikki. ants oh ive killed 2 cockcroaches in my life arghhhh :sick:

:bigcry: dazed and confused

when you get really hurt and offended for ages when someone on the board insults you

haha Reilly i forgot about that, he must give you so much shit about that :lol:

weve had a thread like this before :D you know when your addicted when you randomly remember quotes people made during the day

that was so weird :stunned: how can one hate bling so much... :( so have you spoken to him on msn lately? or have you blocked him? :D

aww! :( no you dont have to stop caring, that would be silly... i still. i still care about many childish things at this age. tomorrow im having an egg hunt even though im 17 :D but this will probably be my last one as im 18 and adult next year :( my brother is 20 and he'll be doing it with me this year. i think next year we are going to reverse it and do an egg hunt for our parents :D

in was just looking through some of his post history. he is a bit wacked :stunned: - and those damn smileys :stunned: im surprised he isnt back because the bling's gone! :lol:

jeeze thats sounds scary :stunned: yeh i missed most of his presence on the forum as i came too late, but that journal thing had alot of shit so that i could say alot too... but i would feel mean...

so Mr Koala man, are you a hit with the ladies? :wink3:

lol you special, special boy. do you talk to him on msn or something?

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scrumptious :mellow: damn that girl! *shakes fist*

i circle the "VERY" :D :wink3:

aww thankyou! i was feeling unspecial :(

yeh... strange young boy he was... :confused:

i dont know i never talked to him. he was hear mainly 2003 or 2004. and he came a couple of times in 2005 but we never really spoke

wtf? why do i have a red square?! whos the bitch who gave me that :angry: