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Cheers, guys. It's a pretty shit feeling, cuz it's just taking over my life :laugh4: If there was ever a big development I suppose I'd let you know. Well, I'd let the world know, cuz I'd be very happy ;) hahaha So glad you like it so far, Iris! :) haha, John is quite the girl. Opposite of Stan in specters... :laugh4: Yeah, sorry, that was me rambling to myself ahaha oh my god, new Coltish. this is just what I need. :dead:

I think I double posted that bulletin, it pisses me off cuz I can't seem to see the bulletins on my myspace main page. Fucking gay. Oh well! :laugh4: It was so emo though I'd have prefered it not to be posted twice! ;) No news... well...... just constant CONSTANT major flirtations. I mean, I told myself I wouldn't have a relationship until I got into college, then I could give myself in to something meaningful that would actually last. Not a cliche high school thing. And here I am, halfway through senior year. Accepted to college. Moving to NYC in the fall. Happiest I've been in my whole life. And the kid I've known since elementry school, the one who I just brainlessly flirted back to as a joke to myself... he just seems different to me. I convince myself I don't like him over break, totally convinced I was over it, just a crush cuz I was bored or something. And I see him in the corridor and wham! it's like a wave of relief or something. I have no idea what that was. But now it's all I think about. I'm just fucked up with this, in general :laugh4: I've had no luck in the love department ever, my whole life. Absolutely disasterous. But what the hell, why not. I'm rejoining the jazz band at my school that he's in just so I can spend a couple extra hours a week with him. I really hate jazz, lmfao lmfao, so this is a big sacrifice. I go the first time tomorrow morning, so it should be interesting... I don't know. I'm so sorry I'm rambling, seriously, I'm really sorry. It's just.... it's what I'm dealing with, it's all I'm thinking about, pretty much why my mind's so not here and scattered all this week. ah well.... We'll see what happens tomorrow. It's like each day it gets worse/better. :laugh4: Thanks so much for listening to me..... :) Got to go to bed now so I'm not totally out of it in the AM for school (if we have it, that is, I'm scared, my state has an epidemic of meningitis in schools, they may shut them all down.... eh.... I really hope they don't, I can't go three days without seeing him... LMFAO I'm reaaaally gone. OK DONE.) anyways uh THE LIBERTINES ROCK. night. LMFAO

Nah, I am a bit of a bitch, but not in the mean way :laugh4: I just like to test people a bit too much. :\ I'm so not used to this. At all. :laugh4:

I watch that video all the time in art class on my ipod. It's how I cope. :laugh4:

Hey Lloyd // Camera Obscura heeeey lloyd, I'm ready to be heartbroken, cuz I can't see further than my own nose at this moment. :bigcry: :dance:

I post too fast sometimse :laugh4: even for myself! sorry 'bout that ;) haha Yeah, he won't hear about it. Hopefully. If he does I may use it against him like "oh yeah, my boyfriend...." and see what his reaction is. then be like "you know I'm kidding?" just you know... to test 'im... :sneaky: I'm a bitch! :bigcry: I'll PM you the fic and my little thing I wrote to Iris about it right now ;) Night! :)

Whoa, seriously? That's so weird Juli! :laugh4: coolness haha, that one's so funny

hahaha, yeap, I know her from myspace? :laugh4: And the DPT world, hahaha. Bryan's such a weirdo he steals fan pics and puts them on the band picture page :heart:

ahahaha, I'm so sorry Tea. But it's love. We're happy together. :laugh4: I'm just kidding ;) Obviously! hahaha shit I really hope the guy I actually am in love with hears this. CRAP. LMFAO. Once you enter this thread there is no looking back. Seriously.

He really is. He's a total sweetheart too :nice: I dunno if they'll ever come your way anytime soon (someday they iwll, they're gonna hit it big this year, I can feel it) well, go see them! He's such a flirt... haha Makin' the eyes at Didz. You should have seen him dancing to Dirty Pretty Things on the side of the stage in August. LMFAO. hahaha (by me)

:laugh4: well... he's sort of left me a few...? :laugh4: He's so goofy and weird. I love him. A lot. oh my god. :dead: haha.

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Tea, you're gonna love it. I do. I don't think it's biased or unfair at all. I actually really believe everything in it.... It's very fair, I feel. heh, sorry. ;) But I've had this dastardly plot forming in my mind since last week! :laugh4: I promise, it has the chances of being very hot! now I've got a request for a picture but if I asked for it it'd ruin the surprise. so I won't. LMFAO. So another, anyone got pictures from that Love Music, Hate Racism gig that Drew played, with Lisa and the lot of 'em. Think they were posed outside? Can't for the life of me find 'em!

well if you're gonna keep whorin', so am I! Because I love Scissors For Lefty and there ain't no one who's gonna stop me :smug: And plus, Bryan left me one of the cutest myspace comments today :nice: awwww lmfao. lmfao. hey HE posted it! he asked for it! you ain't lived 'til you've had that look turned on yourself. damn, son. sexy. and that's all I got.

awwwww i haven't read it since i got it in ireland. i read it all on the planride back.... i was really crying at one point, LMFAO, luckily i had the window next to my dad ;) i really need to read it again...

I'd say I'd help you out with your Drew/Keith fetish (and mine as well!) within my fic but... welll..... I've got other plans :( ;) and that's all I'm sayin' for awhile until we get tehre!

Night Steph! Shiiiit I've really got to write this fookin' paper! :laugh4: sorry to have killed ya, red! :( :sneaky: night!

Great :D Erm..... I don't think I have.... ;)

Well I'm off to start on those activities, be back in an hour or so ;) (you're gonna love Up The Bracket! I hope, that is, but can't see how anyone couldn't! just brill)

heh. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh. of course i do. I have it in my favorites. :dead: hahaha i have such a weird obsession with adam that it's only natural i love this: http://marystmatthew.livejournal.com/184709.html#cutid1 I'm assuming you mean that one? It's my favorite of hers.... eh.......

Now hopefully he googles himself and he finds this thread. OMG I'd be mortified! :laugh4: Then again, thank god for the anonymity of the internet. Totally slaughtered the spelling on that, me thinks. hahaha Oh yes. And bumsexing/beating off to John Hassall isn't wrong either! have i ust said too much!?!??!?!!

So pretty much all of it? :laugh4: :dance: those are some of my faves too! You have 'Up The Bracket'? It's my favorite album of all time, barring none. :heart: Yeahp, I've been writing it for a couple months now. Pretty happy with it so far! Up to about 10 parts. If you want it I can PM you the link to my fic LJ a bit later when I come back from washing my hair, showering, screaming 'You Fucking Love It' in the shower and writing a page more on my shit history essay (why do I even bother doing school work anymore? I've gotten in to college, wtf?!). Unless you think you've got too much fic on your plate! :laugh4: It'll always be there though ;) (EDIT: unrelated, but just love your sig, mmmm Interpol, mah NYC lads)

Carl's is "not sure". *nods*

Agh, beautiful Juli! :nice: :dead: I love that fan pic, best ever. hahahaha I love how every girl who meets Carl grabs him like they own him :laugh4: :laugh4: I seriously have to get a fan pic like that with him. I have an obsession with hugging band members like I own them :rolleyes: Adam and Carlos.... now THAT'S a pairing. :dead: again

Yeah, he had it on straight all summer, because I requested him in like.... July and he had last come on in June. Then he came on in like September, mid september, and it turned to Not Sure. yup. wonder what caused that?????? Do you want to know how many nights I've sat up pondering that? It's why I'm writing fic, I'll say that much. LMFAO.