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:uhoh: Oh I think they're all sexy, but I don't like admitting that because then people think I'm weird. But I am weird, so whatever. They're hot asses. I'd tap that. OH no pun intended!! (get it? tapper? hahah.... :uhoh: ) Aaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways. LMFAO they really are just the nicest guys to be around, I'm so excited for next week....!!! eeeeeeeeeefjkldjaf;klda

I believe in kidnapping. :smug: I truly do! Not joking! :( It's all really depressing, lately, and I don't know why.... I'm seriously depressed when I think about Peter.... I haven't listened to 'Shambles in a couple weeks because it's just all too............ I'm not sure. I just have weird raw emotions. Like I just can't handle that much. But I listened to the Libertines all the way home in my car, today, and cried during songs like 'time for heroes' and all of them..... I just love it all so much... but sometimes it's too much to take, and I have to take a step back. I think I just need a bit of a break in general. So that way I won't get hurt if something goes amiss soon, and when I come back totally into it ("it" being Peter and following him in general)... it'll be better than before. I don't know if that makes snese, but it's really what I'm doing. What with listening to all of Drew's solo stuff obsessively and DPT and Carl driven songs on the Libs albums. Doesnt mean I'm not blasting songs like 'What A Waster' or anything.... it's just.... I can't even look at a picture of Peter lately without getting this odd knot in my stomach. :\ I don't think it's a bad thing at all, I just need a break in general. Still love the man, I just can't invest my heart and soul into him... yet. Not again. I feel sort of hurt, I was so fucking hopefully and all of a sudden all this shit just went WRONG. It scares me. I don't like reading about it. It's just so much easier to read about DPT's successful gig than another let down... :\ Right.

LMFAO LMFAO suuuure! hahhaha He might be badly bruised and... used... by the time he gets there, though.... :sneaky: Oh god, I have to apologize to Keith now. I'm usually not that bad when it comes to them. Seriously, for some reason but talking about WAS that way is odd for me. But I'm sure they'd like it, smug bastards the lot of 'em. :laugh4:

LMFAOOOO OOOOH fic humor! :laugh4: ;) hahaha that was great. I want to just meet Peter. That's my life goal. I don't know why, it just IS. It'll never happen though... :\ I'm such a fatalist when it comes to all this but.......... yeah. I kind of try not to be positive, it's easier this way ;) But hey, who knows. I really want to chat with him. I want to chat with SO many people. Gah. Not enough days in the year and hours in the day to fit all the conversations I want to have!

I want Keith's guitar. Badly. I think I'll steal it from him next week. oh my god a week from Thursday and I rock out to WAS. oh my GOD. Their cover of Hoppipolla is INCREDIBLE. :dead: wow. I love it, seriously.

Myspace is way too...... it's just crazy. It's too easy to end up accidently stalking people. It's not my fault they're on my friends lists and I end up seeing oh... a default picture is changed, what a whore I think I'll leave him a comment! and then my friends are like omg you're so stalking him but wtf I'm not it's not my fault he actually ANSWERS BACK. WEIRDO. ............sorry that was my bryan garza daily rant.... :thinking: anyways. but yeah. it's too easy to see these things. :laugh4: I seriously think it's amazing that he loves Yeti too. I just love that. I wonder how Peter feels towards them.... Considering he was never the warmest towards John, I wonder if he'd be open to them, or IS. I give him the benefit of the doubt and say sure! Same goes for Carlos.

And in um.... slightly stalkerish totally unnecessary news..... Antonia's back on teh top of Drew's page... suppose that means that they're not like... bitter. But not together? Not like it matters at ALL, just saw that when I was looking at his music page and went to his main profile and yeah. That's all. :laugh4: :thinking: wtf I hope that wasn't too weird of me to talk about.... EDIT: and don't even get me started on the rest of his top friends, like Yeti and.... Michael Tapper!!!!...... LMFAO. That one just makes me love him so much. So he's mates with Yeti and We Are Scientists? Drew is pretty much my number one hero.

I'll bump this up for ya, Red, so it doesn't get buried and hopefully someone can answer the request ;) I'd like to hear it too! :D

hmmm, Drew just added me back on myspace and I put his music profile page right in my top friends :smug: yeap! :heart:

It's really weird....... I have the inner eye :wideeyed: :laugh4: wtf!?

LMFAO. Is that a good "damn" or.... :laugh4: haha

I seriously am psychic. Some creepy ass shit's been happening lately. Like..... we were going out to eat and I jokingly said to my dad "I bet nana will be here and THEM" meaning that side of the family.... and we pull up and I go "no, seriously, I bet they will" we go in. we sit down. and my dad goes "oh no fucking WAY" and my nana and aunt and everyone was sitting at a table right near us. :stunned: IT WAS WEIRD.

LMFAO that's ok, I just love how that made all these things pop into my head :laugh4: :uhoh: ?!?!? whoa... don't want to think of THAT!

haha I was just listening to that Killers' song like 10 minutes ago. I am so amused by the fact that I accidently quoted it in my story. :laugh4: wtf

LMFAO Johnny's behavior. Yeah, I don't see Alex touring in 5, let alone 70. :laugh4: :rolleyes: whatever LMFAO But hey, the Kooks... they're the kids to watch! :laugh4:

ewww and metal/screamo shit. :\ I stick with my "indie" or whatever the fuck these bands I love are music. Technically the Libertines are emo. Seriously, 'Music When The Lights Go Out' is fucking emo as hell. So is 'Ribtickling'. If we're getting techinical here. In reality, they're so not. :laugh4:

My interpretation of the comparison was less between the bands and more with the dynamic of them, like the Beatles being compared to the Stones. They're totally different bands, but they're coming to fame in the same generation, same ages and basically the same musical category ;) I can really see that, to an extent obviously. If they both achieve that fame and success, well, I hope that comparison rings true! :D Now which band will still be touring when they're 90.... :thinking: :laugh4:

Oh shit, lock her in a closet and save her from herself! :laugh4: :uhoh: Personally, my definition of "emo" is We Are Scientists. That's pretty much as emo as my music gets. And it's not even emo. :\

LMFAO SERIOUSLY. That song's perfect for those morons. haha, maybe I'll submit my little diatribe onto urban dictionary! lmfao lmfao

Yeah, seriously. Considering I'm writing this fic... I'm really pro them and kind of freaked out by everything else. EXCEPT didz/stan. cuz I just love that....

emo, shorthand for emotional, shorthand for shit music that really means nothing. It's like... well my comprehension of emo music is actually the new wave of boy bands from hell. Shit that people go all "UGH MY LIFE SUCKS SO I'M GOING TO GO AND PUT BLACK MAKEUP ON BADLY AND DYE MY HAIR BLACK AND CUT MYSELF CUZ IT'S COOL AND OMG BE A FUCKING IDIOT." over. :laugh4: or, in long short, from urbandictionary.com: there is a whole specram, drive through, which is near pop punk but too sad to be pop punk, examples of this would be home grown or allistar. theres slow emo, often one male singer and an acoustic guitar example, dashboard confessional, coheid and cambria. then there is angst emo, typically two male singers two/three guitars with bright lights in background of video, these tend to sing about failed relationships, example taking back sunday. then there is post hard core which still comes under the categorie of emo, this is too heavy to be emo, but too soft to be hard core, will usually have a male being able to sing aswell as scream, these sing about failed relationships and use metaphores for words like 'and' example funeral for a friend. then there is hard core, this has similarities to metal, fast music, rythm and bass with the singer been so passionate about what they are singing they are litterally screaming, examples been poisen the well, atreyu. then there is metal core, closest to metal and the last in the spectram, very fast, typiccally male siner heavy guitar riffs and more of a growl than a scream taking back sunday and won't you tell all your friends, youv'e got your gun to my head

No, the band members as well. :laugh4: :uhoh: agh.

I get ya, Tea, I get ya ;) Totally agree, as well. It's too hard sticking together lately... it's depressing.

I really liked NME... sometimes I still do. The only reason I subscribed was that it's a better magazine than Rolling Stone. Anything's better than that shitrag...b ut yeah :laugh4: it's just so fucking lame, most of the time, lately. I despise how they're all "emo is the new way to go!!!!! :) " and what the fuck!? then that cunt who does the editorial/fan letters page who insults everyone who writes in with a serious comment or criticism. And is all "maybe you should pull your indie shithead out of your arse and realize that emo is the new way to go!" fuck yoooooooooooooooooooooou, asshole. I have to deal with that bullshit enough here on the covers of American rags, I subscribed to NME so I wouldn't. But it's worth it for weeks like this with Carlos on the cover and all that ;) Plus it DOES introduce me to some really great stuff, sometimes. Ah well. Ah NME. Ah. /done.

Yeah, pretty sure he's permanent... :sick: :\ eeeeeeckkkk I don't like him either. Don't know why, maybe that's not fair of me but WHAT THE HELL :(