Christiana

thank you alyssa!! just really scary... :cry:

10/10 - loves me some chris martin and whoever is next, better be nice about bette!! :sneaky:

yeah i think so - could be, docs are acting like it is. i have been feeling really tired for awhile now. then i started having kidney trouble (infections, pain, etc - abnormal test results....), then just lately i have been having some trouble breathing. not able to work out like usual. went to the doc and got a chest x-ray and there is a "suspicious" spot on my left lung. then, just for kicks they did mammogram a couple weeks ago - and there are real problems there. so i am going in the morning to a breast specialist for a repeat mammogram, a diagnostic ultrasound, and an MRI of both breasts and both lungs. so basically i am scared shitless. i hate to feel sorry for myself, but this just sucks!!

yay - damn i talk way too much :o

i am having some scary health issues - got to have a lot of tests... some things are not looking so good right now + i physically feel like crap. does this have to do with your back? no - this is a whole other ball game...

and my dad said never to give out my name, and I just changed my username to spite him also... :P that's our girl!! i wouldn't expect anything less of you ;)

oh yeah - you're right :lol: - i am a bad influence :sneaky:

i am having some scary health issues - got to have a lot of tests... some things are not looking so good right now + i physically feel like crap.

did you change your username because of the influx of -ators that has occurred recently or what?

you are just turning into a full-blown street talking mac :lol: daddy

thanks - if i don't come back, the concussion knocked me out... :rolleyes:

^hi alyssa - you are looking rather imposing there.... you bad ass chick!! :lol:

just got a lot on my mind - and i wish i had a switch to turn it off!!

you are well on your way into your evolution to becoming the perfect man!!

hi eric!! hi alyssa!! glad to see you here :D

new zealand (of course... :rolleyes: ) country or city

i can't sleep and everyone is gone :( :cry:

thinks coldplay rocks!!! :P

sorry hon, i am just so damn sleepy, i think i am demented... been a really insane week. :( and it doesn't seem to be letting up anytime soon. sorry i am not firing on all cylinders tonight :lol:

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thanks all - goodnight (and watch yourself andrea... we wouldn't want you getting cow-napped in your sleep or anything :lol: )

this is the most bizarre thread i ever read... :huh:

well kids i am outta here. i need to get to bed. i have to get up at 6a.m. to go get a f*cking mammogram. not exactly something worth leaping out of bed for, but... :/

i know! :bigcry: she just showed me that part of her when i met her!! then...then... :sick: she told me she was going to kill me if i didnt hide her yeah that's life, you never see the bad stuff until it is too late :sneaky: