Jacob

I sort of got that feeling before, but I didn't cry. lol

GRACE IS GONE is the saddest song off Busted Stuff, still great. "Excuse me please one more drink could you make it stronger cuz I don't need to think she broke my heart my grace is gone another drink and I'll move on."

Yea, I know what I mean........

but why though? what makes you cry if you're in love?

ohhhhhhhhhhh.... yay lol

no, I have never cried because I loved somebody so much. I don't get why somebody would cry.... it's a guy thing.

yea, I've felt like I've repeated myself many times. Many times in the past I've repeated myself. It's really embarrasing to me that I repeat myself a lot. But I'm done with repeating myself over and over and over and over and over and over again.

Yea, if you wanna hear the weirdest song, download LAMC.... It's a B-side from AEnima, I don't know what the hell the point of it is, here are lyrics.... [dialtone, touch-tone dialing, ring, ring] Thank you for calling the Los Angeles Municipal Court. This is an automated system that can handle most inquiries. If after using this system, your question is not answered, please, stay on the line and a representative will be with you shortly. If you are calling from a touch-tone phone, please press 1. If you are calling from a cellular phone, please press 2. If you are calling from a pay phone, please press 3. If you are calling from a car phone, please press 4. If you are calling from a secret-spy phone, please press 5. If you are calling from a princess, phone, please press 6 If you are calling from a car fax, please press 7. and If you are calling from a rotary phone, please, stay on the line Make your selection at any time. [touch-tone 1] Make your selection at any time. [three touch-tone 1's] For information in English, please press 1. For information in Spanish, please press 2. For information in Japanese, please press 3. For information in Chinese, please press 4. For information in Dutch, please press 5. For information in Latvian, please press 6. For information in French, please press 7. For information in Yiddish, please press 8. For information in Ig-pay Atin-lay, lease-pay ress-pay ine-nay. [touch-tone 1] If you are responding to a notice from the City Attorney's office, press 3. To check the amount due on a parking ticket, press 4. If you believe you are ticketed in error because your disabled person placard or your preferential parking permit was clearly displayed, or your vehicle is disabled, press 5. For all other traffic related matters, press 6. [long touch-tone 6] Please make a selection at any time. [three touch-tone 6's] For traffic school information, press 1. For payment inormation, press 2. For court locations, press 3. For general ticket and warrant information, press 4. For court appearance and bail information, press 5. For traffic court appointment information, press 6. [four touch-tone 6's] If you need to make a traffic court appointment, please press 1, unless you have not filled out a DD form 3018, in which case, please press 2. To receive a blank DD form 3018, please come down to the Los Angeles Municipal Court building during normal business hours. If you have filled out DD form 3018, but have not reported to the City Attorney's office, please press 3. If you are not receiving physical therapy but have a relative that voted 'no' on Proposition 187 * and have collected a notarized waiver from said relative, and have attached said waiver in triplicate to said form, please press 4, unless of course, said relative is not a naturalized citizen, in which case, please press 5. If you are receiving physical therapy from a naturalized citizen but have not voted 'yes' or 'no' on Proposition 187 and have not reported to the City Attorney, but have filled out form DD 3018, please press 6. Of course, if you have not had your eyes tested by your local Department of Motor Vehicles in the last three years, in which case press 7. If you have had your eyes tested AND voted 'yes' on Proposition 187, and have your DD form 3018 filled out and have already reported to the City Attorney but have never been called in for jury duty, press 8. [touch-tone entry] Make your selection at any time. [here begins the touch-tone frenzy] Make your selection at any time. The system is waiting for a touch tone entry. The system is waiting for a touch tone entry. There is a possibility that you have made an error in selecting your message. Please try again. The system is waiting for a touch tone entry. There is a possibility that you have made an error in selecting your message. Please try again. I'm sorry, but we are unable to interpret your request. Please call back during normal business hours. [CLICK ... sound of dialing] Thank you for calling the Los Angeles Municipal Court. This is an automated system that can handle most inquiries. If after using this system, your question is not answered, please, stay on the line and a representative will be with you shortly. [fades out on] If you are calling from a touch-tone phone, please press 1. If you are calling from a cellular phone, please press 2.

welllllll, school finishes for me in June.

The creepiest lyrics Tool has ever used are in that song. "I, I don't have a whole lot of time. Um, OK, I'm a former employee of Area 51. I, I was let go on a medical discharge about a week ago and, and... [chokes] I've kind of been running across the country. Damn, I don't know where to start, they're, they're gonna, um, they'll triangulate on this position really soon. OK, um, um, OK, what we're thinking of as, as aliens, they're extradimensional beings, that, an earlier precursor of the, um, space program they made contact with. They are not what they claim to be. Uh, they've infiltrated a, a lot of aspects of, of, of the military establishment, particularly the Area 51. The disasters that are coming, they, the military, I'm sorry, the government knows about them. And there's a lot of safe areas in this world that they could begin moving the population to now. They are not! They want those major population centers wiped out so that the few that are left will be more easily controllable."

Some girls I know can really gossip bad. One time I got sick of it and told on one of them, because I was pissed off at that one. Some would say it's cruel what I did but I really don't like people that gossip.

I probably won't be back for a month....

true that, true that. How do you think the season's gonna end? oh yea, and good news. THERE'S GONNA BE A SEASON 3!

lol. I just heard Faaip De Oiad again, god, that song is freaky!

I take it Kim is not gonna be featured in the season anymore. Because her storyline is finished. or is it?...............

Tomorrow.

My fave song is either Crash Into Me, or The Space Between. And Everyday is my favorite cd by them.

wow! ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ I knew it! Jack would make an amazing breakthrough and kill the people who were torturing him. I feel sorry for the foreign agent who got beaten to death, he shouldn't have died like that. And only four hours left in the show! I wonder how it's going to end.

what a shame. Anyways, I don't think I'm gonna be able to come to site for a while. I have to improve my marks, so I have to work harder, and that means less computer time.

damn. I'm sorry to hear that.....

Lateralus by Tool Black then white are all i see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see. as below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn beyond the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend. Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines. Black then white are all i see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see there is so much more and beckons me to look thru to these infinite possibilities. as below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn outside the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend. over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind. Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line. Reaching out to embrace the random. Reaching out to embrace whatever may come. I embrace my desire to I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow to feel inspired to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral to swing on the spiral to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human. With my feet upon the ground I move myeslf between the sounds and open wide to suck it in. I feel it move across my skin. I'm reaching up and reaching out. I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me. what ever will bewilder me. And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been. We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been. Spiral out. Keep going. Spiral out. Keep going. Spiral out. Keep going. Spiral out. Keep going. Spiral out. Keep going.

yea Vic, how could you forget about me?????/ I feel let down now.....

lol. Something happened to me in my drafting class too. I was playing AEnima by Tool on the computer while I was doing work, and I had my headphones on so nobody could hear, and then I forgot my headphones were on eventually, and got up and started walking away, and the headphones came out, and the speakers then came back on, and the song Eulogy was playing and it was at full blast. And the teacher heard Maynard singing "Get off your f****** cross, we need it to nail the next fool martyr!!" lol

I fancy Kenna because she makes me feel honored, that her favorite boy name is Jacob. And she's awesome too!

don't worry Danady Andy, we all make mistakes. lol