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i think i made a stupid thing today.

well, you know, you might say i made a mistake this afternoon. i wrote to him a message, that it's hard for me to not to talk to him, so we stayed in touch and stuff. you know, it's quite hard to stop talking to a person who understands you a lot, and you've got a lot of things in common.

The Illusionist - 10/10 ... it was an amazing film :wacko:

in fact, we kinda argued yesterday and i found out, that his girlfriend has forbidden him to talk to me. and he promised to her, he won't talk to me again. i got angry, argued with him and stuff. today i met him and i didn't even say hello to him. i'm so angry about him, so i'll show him what he's missing more and more. but, his face was saying something like : i'm really sorry for this situation, but i've promised it. anyways, when i was really angry, i told to him, that if he wants to give me something or stuff, i want him to do it via his friends. i don't know if i'd manage to talk to him in a normal way again.

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- fuck off, you stupid idiot - fuck off, you stupid idiot - fuck off, you stupid idiot - fuck off, you stupid idiot - fuck off, you stupid idiot

so, i know the result now. he stayed with his girlfriend. and i decided to start the nina's plan. :sneaky:

well, i'll agree maybe... maybe he's and idiot. anyways, i really enjoyed this weekend, and i think i wouldn't mind if the stayed with his girlfriend. and then, i'll show him, what he's missing, just like nina said :sneaky:

yes, i'm not surprised you don't like the taste. mostly boys drink it here, it's too bitter for girls, but it depends on the kind of the particular beer. i'm not a beer lover, but i like some special beers.

don't know... but the demand is very high...

to that beer thing. beer's drunk here a lot, it's quite spread amongst young people, and it confirms the fact that the czech republic is one of the biggest consumers of beer.

well, i'm not sure if he still loves his girlfriend. but he kinda told me that he'd like to be with me, and that he thinks that they'll argue during this weekend and then they'll break up. but i don't know. he told me that he thought she'd have forgiven him the fact, that he was with me. he's got kinda certainty in her. you know, if he stays with her, it'll be more difficult for me, cause i'll meet them at school and stuff. if we didn't go to the same school, it wouldn't be so hard for me, to forget. he's lent some DVDs of his, and i've had an evil idea, to destroy them *devil* :lol: j/k....

well, about alcohol and my parents. they're quite young, 33 and 35 years old, and they're really great in that question of alcohol. mum told me that i could drink something at parties, but i mustn't be absolutely drunk, anyways it's not a problem not to be drunk at parties, cause i think that it's stupid, to drink alcohol THAT much. and when i want some alcohol, they simply give me it, cause they know that i don't drink alcohol very much. for example, today we were having lunch, and they had beer. and i just felt like having beer as well, so they gave me some, cause they knew i wouldn't drink it all. (actually i've drunk just a little of the beer they gave me..) so i think that we've got a good relationship... ;)

wow, great pics ella :lol:

22:33 being very nervous

welcome to the board ;)

welcome to the board ;)

well i can't remember it, but i'm sure i made one. :lol:

I feel horrible today.

i think he knows that. you know, i was in scotland. you know that ;) and he was there as well. even though he has a girlfriend (and she was there too) he spent almost all the time there with me. then, in the end, the last night we were alone (in a hotel) we kissed each other. i don't know why i did it, i knew he had a girlfriend. simply, i fell in love with him so much! when we came home, we were sending sms to each other very much, we were together at school all the time. on friday (we arrived home on wednesday) we went to the cinema together, and the day after the cinema he came to my town and we were together all day long. it was awesome. he said he knew he had a girlfriend, but he couldn't help it. he liked me so much. anyways, he said that he'll have to decide whether he stays with his girlfriend (they're together for a year) or with me. he said that he loved to be with me, that it's better than with his girlfriend, but he's kinda scared of changes and he kinda has a certainty in that girl. i was really sad and upset at the same time, i didn't know what to do. then a friend of mine was talking to me and he was trying to cheer me up. he managed it, and i was angry instead of being sad, and i said to Him that it'd be a stupid reason why to stay with the girl, if he likes me more. he said that he'd like to make me happy and all that stuff, so i was happy for a while. and suddenly he said that they're going somewhere on friday (today) with his family, his girlfriend, his brother and brother's girlfriend (he hates her, she's really horrible, but it's his girlfriend's best friend, and every time he and his girlfriend argue, it's because of the brother's girlfriend). so he told me, that he thinks that after the vacation he'll break with his girlfriend up, because he was almost sure that there'll be some problem between he and his girlfriend (because of the brother's girlfriend). anyways, he said that he needs some time, without me and stuff. i said ok, but the day after he asked me to go somewhere with him, that he's changed his mind. so we went out together and it was really awesome. he said he'd love to break up with his girlfriend, but he thinks that it's a stupid reason, to break up with somebody just because of someone else. so he needs to find a reason, which he thinks that he'll find it on the vacation. but i'm not that sure, and i'm really depressed right now, cause he doesn't react on the telephone, so that means that it's good there. my next week's mood depends on his decision. on sunday i'll know whether he decided for his girlfriend or they've broken up. it's horrible, you know. i'm sorry if you didn't understand that, but i really needed to tell you.

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Don't know. The Kooks - She Moves In Her Own Way

The Kooks - She Moves In Her Own Way

Monty Python's Flying Circus. Spanish Inquisition is my favourite episode I guess.

In fact, I don't have the Blur album. I'll have to manage the depression on my own. It's horrible.