Lera

I know a girl who's a prostitute and she's aso heroin addicted. So she spends all her pay-check to this drug and that's kinda awful. I mean, she's actually my relative and I wish I could maybe help.... but I have no idea what can I do. She's really nice and all, kind and pretty, too skinny though. Maybe the reason is that her family is the most fucked up family I've ever heard of.

Hey I feel kinda happy I guess. And that's so wonderfully weird because I have no reason to be. It's just like... it's not within my power to change that, you know what I mean? Sometimes you can only enjoy the way you're feeling until your mood changes. And I'm not even drunk.

It's 27th!! I can hear New Year bells.... :santa2: Tra-ta-ta...tibidibidoh... By the way, Reilly, what do you drink that you become that drunk?.. Beer with vodka? Edtit: wait, I know already.

Ahh perfect body... I love food way too much and I'm lazy as hell so fuck standarts :laugh1:

Nah I never think I'm fat :smug: Haha well maybe I would if I was like... 100 kilos. But I really do have some nicer thoughts than 'I'm fat - no pizza anymore' :tongue:

Nhaha what is that - a Beyonce style?.. Ok I'll keep it in my mind for the next time I see your pictures :anxious:

Somehow Reilly always looks naughty :speechless: Or does he just post naughty pictures? :idea2:

The bad thing is that when you change school or move the house people who you thought were your friends don't call you, they forget you and that's it. That's the reason I'm not a fan of becoming friends with somebody from school/uni whatever else, one day these people will just disappear and you'll realize they were not even your friends.

It's sooo snowy today :wideeyed: Too bad I'm on holidays, the school would be canceled for sure :uneasy:

Eeh.... ten?.. eleven years?.. Yeah, I think about eleven years ago.

'Happy feet" All the cartoons I've seen in last... months are terrible. I mean, where're good old traditions? Like, Little Merimaid or whatever... All these 'Over The Hedge' and 'Cars'... I dunno. They're vulgar I'd say. It's not normal when little child is laughing at some dirty jokes and silly dancing. Songs are getting worse too... So anyway, I decided to give it a chance and watched 'Happy feet', hoping to find anything nice and kind. The cartoon is weird.... First half is like "don't be like everyone else, don't be afraid to be what you really are blah..." and the second part is like "people are bad bad bad, they destroy the nature and all". So it'd be fine but, first of all, the movie is way too loooOOOoong. And, second, all songs were dubbed in Russian. Which means I wasn't listening to the Beatles's song, I was listening to the cover by some old russian freak. What The Fuck. Who on earth would translate and dub songs by Queen and The Zombies and The Beatles?... *goes and watches Lion King*

Golden Slumbers :sleep:

Well at least you don't deny it, when someone denies that it's even more annoying :tongue: And it's fine if the person really has some weigt to lose, but when the girl is thin as a rake and still says she's on a diet and eats all my dessert.... meh. That's disgusting. And next day she blames me "that was you who ordered that cake, and now I'm fat! How could you??" :dozey:

Whaha. It is for me 'cause in my city almost everybody's pale like a paper. And so am I and I like it. But some of the girls I know think that they have to be tanned, they like r'n'b and all, you know, and for them you can't be good-looking if you're pale. So they put on tonns of make-up, fake tan or what's the word and they look yellow-brownish. So they think they're gorgeous I guess... But the worst part is that every time we see each other they tell me how pale I am and that I look like a corpse :shifty: Not annoying at all...

When I was 13 or something I once went on a "date" with my classmate, though it was more a walk but whatever. It was fine but when we were passing over TV-shop I saw that cartoon.... I think it was Loony & Tunes or whatever. And I wanted to stop, stand there and watch it, but I couldn't 'cause I was on a date. And then I thought I'm probably too young for that stuff, watching cartoons is more interesting for me so what the fuck.

Talking about SPF is weird. It's like... I dunno. It's like when you sit in a restaurant with somebody and this somebody says he/she's on a diet and doesn't want any dessert. But when you order a cheesecake or whatever else he/she eats your dessert like, "can I have some? Uuu, yummy! wait, let me taste it again.." So why don't you order a dessert for yourself?? Do it instead of pretending you're so healthy and you don't eat desserts while eating my cheesecake.... arghhhhh.

All this SPFwtf bullshit is bullshit :thinking: I can sit under the umbrella and still have my nose red because of the sunburn... Argh hate it.

Hehee, that's good. I really hope it will be great... For everybody who's got a little piece of miracle inside them. That's only one day in a year after all, so we can be insensible pessimists any other day :tongue:

In 1994 I thought "Oh, it's ok, 14 is not that bad. But when I'm 15, that'll be old indeed". And then I think the same about being 15 and turning 16 and every year is the same. Now I'm turning 17 and I seriously think that being 17 is too close to being 16, but when I'll turn 18... That will be a real change. Though I know in 2008 I'll change my mind. I guess that's because I don't really feel like a 17 year old girl. One part of me stopped growing somewhere in my 12. And another one is about 30 and has a midlife crisis. So I don't really care if I'm 16, 18 or 21. The only problem with being 17 is that I have to go to uni and I have no idea what should I do.

Hmm.... Well, speaking of Christmas it was nearly 8 (I'm still a kid I know), speaking of coming New Year it's 10,5. I have no idea why but just these words "New Year" sound like.... magic :wideeyed:

Yeeeah... It actually happened last winter. It was -28 and we didn't have to study for like.. four days. That was awesome. Too bad this winter seems to be pretty ordinary.

17 февраля :shy: А у тебя?

У нас ещё Старый Новый год... :lol: В общем, весь январь - один большой загул :shy: Ммм, если тебя каким-нибудь боком занесёт в Город-На-Неве, заходи отведать печенья :wacky: Обещаю, что не стану подсовывать тебе непропечёное, как остальным гостям :sneaky:

Да, семейка ненормальная во всех отноешниях, а что делать. Какое совпадение - я тоже съела ОЧЕНЬ много... Причём я сама его пекла... И пока не отравилась... странно... :uneasy: Не забудь про подарки на ДР, тоже недолго ждать... Так что мы оба можем умножать дозу на три :nice: Хотя нет, на четыре... Мы ж ещё православное празднуем... :lol: