BlissfullyMuse

Thats what i want to do but im a coward...i think, well i dont want to do it i`d rather someone else do it for me because i know what im like im a twat because i`ll start crying and say sorry :cry: and i shouldnt...he doesnt even deserve to hear my voice

:lol: , i wish i could just hurt him as much as he has hurt me

I really dunno what to do...Should i tell him not to phone me anymore and regret it or keep feeling like this

Ahh im making this thread all depressing im sorry

yeah but i just cant get it out of my head :cry: Its killing me

Its really hard tho...iv tryed and i just doesnt seem to work, hes treating me like shit and i keep giving him the chance to be friends and im nice to him and everything but he just basically throws it back in my face. I wish i could get someone to phone him because i really cant do it, my heart is broken enough

Well i need to tell him to stop phoning then...but i really dont have the guts, i`ll probably start crying and say that we should be friends ect But everytime i hear his voice he just sounds like hes talking to one of his lad mates and its his ex g/f..we only split up two weeks ago and he goes out with this other girl like a day after *ok now im crying for real*

Hehe yeah...im just so depressed and i just cant seem to do anything about it

Thanx Ren *hugs* He phoned me last night and was ok with me at first then he started getting kinda nasty, hes not treating me with any respect and i cant belive after all we have been through hes being like this to me I wish some one would talk to him and just tell him to stop being a jerk because its crushing me :cry:

not too good and not too bad lol kinda mixed lets just say

bacon Richard or Hazel :idea2:

Neither Milk or Cows

Hey Ali, how are you...and Ren

Hey *Hails and hugs*...Im not really much different but im trying to get there

Eloo people :)

:lol: Yeah i remember

:o no swelling :o ...sorry lol :lol:

:lol: Or on the wall :idea2:

wooot go mimi lol get his autograph pour moi :sneaky: :lol:

:stunned: Nooooo it`ll be a shambles

Lol Jomifikiren its in there not in that shabby name above :smug:

Wooot go Ren *Hails and hugs* :kiss:

Well donnnne :P

Well its live so its not as if we havent heard it so post it if you want

I was 16...should have waited :rolleyes: