*Justine*

muffin and tea.. it's still sitting here.. I don't eat much anymore.

Aww.. long story, did you see my thread about it? Well, he was having changes of heart for a while, as a result of us fighting all the time, and then he came to terms with it on his own and realized that he doesn't have romantic feelings for me anymore. We fought about stupid things. I know now that I was too close to him, I wasnt independent enough, and I should have been. We should of both given each other space and had kinda separate lives moreso. We are just friends now, we live together so we kinda have to be. We are civil, we are talking about it now, but it's hard because guys just don't want to talk. In the meantime, when we were having fights about breaking up, he went and met up with a female co-worker, he said that they are just friends, but when I poked around a bit more and asked him, he said that there was a slight attraction there, that they like each other's company, etc. I wish more than anything in the world to get back together. But he is not going to say that we are, so that I don't hold onto the hope of something that may never happen. I know that I made mistakes, I would change them completely, but I cant make someone be with me and love me if the feelings are not there. He says that he doesnt want to be in a relationship with anyone right now.. so I know that he won't go jumping into one with her. But he says that if she were to ask him out in 6 months let's say, he may go. :cry:

I am more sorry than anything.

Ya, it is. I love the eerie sound.

Ahh, that is a beautiful line, 'your love means everything', it really does.

^ At least you are still with him, I would give anything to still be with mine.

NO.

I say 'Fix You' because the lyrics have really hit home for me lately, with my breakup. I can't listen to the song, I just start crying. I want to fix him, I want to make him love me again.

Oh yeah.. I will be home for that!

Alright.. why not just end it right now? I won!

Thank you!! :P

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I am going to stop posting in this thread because... my answer is the same everyday..Shit! So for the next... umm I don't know 3 months, expect that that is my answer.

Bloc Party for me!

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I once went to get my hair cut, and the hairdresser was going on and on about how I look like Rory from Gilmore Girls.

For the Toronto fans, not official news, but it has been circulating that they are playing The Docks on Sept 12th. I hate the Docks and therefore will not be going.

I got two MTF shirts, but they are the ugly big white and green ones. I got one at both shows, the Molson Amp show has nicer material on them.. that's why I got a second one.

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Seriously though, if you go cold turkey with coke and then have it again after some time, you notice the damage it does to your stomach.. you just don't feel right. I do love the stuff though!

camille your avatar.. HAHAHAHAHA!

shit

Camille, go after them!! :dozey:

No sabotage, play nice.