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how did this year go so fast? it feels like december. don't get me wrong; i prayed for it to happen like this. mistake? i'm not sure. i've been waiting ages for summer but ages wasn't enough. i can't tell if i'm happy or not right now. everything will be better once i get out of this hell-hole. where is alex? i'm sitting here alone and there's nobody here to tell me what to do. i'm so lost. there's no one to listen to music with me. there's nobody to plan a great escape to san francisco with me. i'm feeling selfish for missing him while he's away. i wouldn't want him to come back here for me. why am i still here...? :uhoh:

i hope marisa can come to mansfield!!! :D

ugh you guys this has potential to be the most amazing thing of ever :lol: i'll be with my mom as well... but she knows i'm a coldplayer...:lol::lol: she actually thinks it's really cool that i have friends on this site as long as i don't give you guys my phone number or address or anything. :P zoe you could sneak away in an incredible escape and meet us someplace :P

nope. they might be giants?

haha... what can i say... we're twinplets!:D ugh. i'm just glad you're feeling so much better now. that's way too much to swallow :\ i think i better be off for the night. oh wait it's about to crash anyways. well i probably won't be on after the crash. so goodnight everyone!

:smug2: nah he didn't move. he'll be back in lameville by mid-august. we're just used to talking to each other every second. he's like the only person i tell everything to. and yay!!:D i'm so happy for you! that's probably a huge relief :hug::heart:

na na na na na na naaaa na na na na na na naa

smile, somebody loves you. smile, somebody loves you. :cheesy: YES! i just made history right here, people.

my rollercoaster's got the biggest up and downs, as long as it keeps going 'round it's unbelievable

die from allergies :\ thai food

haha i actually haven't done that since i was about six. am i missing out? sq

i've had happier times :\ i just feel kinda lost because there's nobody here to tell me what to listen to and what to do and to correct my mistakes. it's a lonely transition :\ i'm just trying to clear my mind a little right now. i often forget how much coldplaying can help :heart: :hug::hug::hug: how are you? i think i read a couple pages ago that your surgery will be on july sixth? :)!

yuss! another one! score :sneaky::D

haha :heart::nice: thanks buddy

nope, mine is black as well. tnp thinks they're ridiculously good-looking.

:waffle: edit.. hey look! it's really a waffle! :wacko: that's the first time i've seen that :cheesy:

catch my disease - ben lee

have a wonderful time:nice:

HI AMY! i don't think we've met. i'm alex. welcome:D

hmm.. i just saw this and yeah, i've thought about it. it's weird to think about how we would never really know.

a good man is hard to find - sufjan stevens

my neck hurts. i want alex to be home.

fat...?

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