EmmaLouiseSmyth

I might stick to weed maybe, or use it more often. Annoyingly my boyfriend was my main source of it, for the few times I could or he would allow me to have it. Why did he break up with me? For fuck sake :laugh3: * would allow me sounds terribly controlling. I mean like during exam times and when I had tests to study for. He did it in a helping way, not a controlling way... so yeah.

i feel that makes no sense. but i don't know how else to say it D;

I drink different things depending on my stomach and the night ahead :shrug: I have ciders if I know I'm only having one drink, and I'm having it slowly... I can have the same drink for 3 hours. Other than that rum is my go-to drink. (before my break from alcohol, and my worsening problems), I could have 4 or 5 drinks, no bother and there would be no major stomach pains. But I wouldn't feel drunk. So yeah, I was a bit weary of my stomach, so I wouldn't drink too much ... and therefore not ever get drunk. I'm not saying you should feel drunk. But fuck, why would I pay €4 extra for essentially nothing

I know right! I kept waking up in the middle of the night like "CAN NOT DEAL" This morning wasn't great. I had a scone. It got to half 4 and hadn't had anything else. I didn't even feel it. But seeing as I am supposedly teetering on underweight according to the bmi (which I know is not the best guide, but it helps to give me an idea), I shouldn't be losing weight D: Also kind of undecided whether or not to give up alcohol. It always makes me get sick...

WHY DID I WATCH THAT VIDEO AGAIN FUCK.

You should try to do something to help anyways, it might just get worse. I'm kind of in a similar situation. I have problems with my stomach (hyperacidity is beyong shit craic). I have gotten to the point where there is some days I just don't want food. It is the most un-appetizing shit ever :uhoh: I used to love food and I'm getting to a point where I hate it. I never feel hungry, but I know I need to eat. I'm trying to find english cook books for my problems... annoying no luck so far. Also, trying to make meal plans and a grocery list for one person with my condition (without any recipes) is so fucking hard? haha. Other than that, terribly anxious. Why? I have no idea. So many things are making me feel nervous for no reason. I watched this video yesterday [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ex0URF-hWj4]The Terrifying Truth About Bananas - YouTube[/ame] I felt like my heart was in my mouth for hours afterwards. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY.

Is there exercise you could do which wouldn't be as straining? Like I presume going for a cycle would be easier on your system than running? :shrug:

I just got back from the fridge.

Okay so review time. I'm going to be honest, I wasn't a huge fan of the mixtape as a whole. It was just very long at 19 tracks :uhoh: It was kind of an odd mix. But a few good tracks in there. 1. A bit of electronic. It's short but a nice start to the tape. 2. The feel continues with this one. I do really like this one. A slightly rockery feel. 3. A slow start, but picks up. Quite nice :nice: it reminds me of radical face. 4. Ohh Spanish (well, it sounds like Spanish). I honestly wasn't a huge fan of this song. I didn't mind the chorus, but I couldn't wait for it to end :uhoh: 5. A really nice summery feeling song. I liked it, but it was not memorable. 6. Ehh, not a fan of this. I just don't like the singers and I found it a bit annoying. 7. A French singer now, a nice chill summer track. 8. An instrumental track now. It was just very repetitive and long :uhoh: 9. A bit more of a rocky feel, sounds like The Gossip :wacko: a cool song, but I wouldn't be running to add it to my ipod. 10. Keeping up with the rockier feel. A male singer with a typical rocker voice :uhoh: which i'm personal not a huge fan of generally. 11. OOOOH animal collective. I do love this song. It is my summer jam. So good choice there. 12. ewhhh no. Not a fan of the shouty sounding singers D; the song itself is nice and summery. I do like that. 13. Meh, ... a synth/indie track with a definite 90's feel 14. An okay song, like it was grand in the mix. But again, I wouldn't be rushing to buy it. 15. Quite a nice song, female singer with a quirky feel. It has a good upbeat feel to it. 16. Electronic song again, I like this one :wacko: is it discovery? 17. Oh a kind of rockier track again, with the same kind of typical rocker voice. I did not like this one at all. I just found it annoying. 18. The song from Madilta, nice memories of this song, but it feels weird in the mix. 19. And ending with Local Natives :wacko: i do quite like them. Overall, it did have a very good summer feel to it. But I just thought there was no great flow to it :shrug: I liked some of the more electronic tracks, but I wasn't a fan of the rockier side to it. Sorry for being so critical :sad:

What's the limit again? I need a few more anyways. The forum is just dead at the moment :uhoh:

The world's End - 9/10 ... a tiny bit slow to start, but other than that so brilliant. Pacific Rim - 2/10 ... da fuq was that shit?! A cool concept but badly carried out.

My sister's internet friend from Romania is over here at the moment. She's gone over there too many times. Every time she comes home she shows me all the music, some of the europop/eastern euro dance is hilarious. That's the only real connection I have to Romania :shrug:

This was my tape :nice: thank you for such the positive feedback :blush: I wasn't sure you would even like it ( I just couldn't find many posts about your taste in music, haha). The tracklist: Ellie Goulding - Anything could happen Bastille - Pompeii Haim - Falling Solange - Losing you Youth Lagoon - July Yuna - Live your life Lorde - Tennis Courts Metronomy - The Look Two Door Cinema Club - Sun Bombay Bicycle Club - Shuffle Vampire Weekend - Diane Young I took a chance with Solange ( the one you weren't too fond of). Tbh, it took me a while to get into that song, so maybe not a good mixtape choice, but I thought it worked well with the rest of the tracks. Thank you again!

bumpity bump. Thank you guys for the questions so far, but i need some more :uhoh:

like if you cried.

I'm not sure if my person will like the mix I made, it just doesn't seem their style... but it might introduce them to new artists :uhoh: It's so summery though, so I got that part right.

Sure, we'll say that you're after Diana and then see by then :nice:

If my memory serves me correctly... and it doesnt; it took my video about 2 hours to upload, and then 45 minutes to process. My upload speed is 0.96mbps.

Sorry James :uhoh: Would you be after Diana? (I know she ask a bit ago... also I couldn't be arsed to look back through this thread, haha).

So Violet, Simon, Diana, Chloe and Nina. Also people, please send me questions! D;

Tis alright. Much better than what we had before.

more like crack thrills.

come visit me. cause flights are that cheap.... okay so the plan is; buy some crack and then sell it on at a profit. Turn that $400 into $4,000 with a little entrepreneurship.

Yes it is :D I can start taking questions now :nice: Also thanks for everyone's nice comments about my video.

witchcraft!?! also thank you! :nice: