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I have put some more stuff online. I really hope they sell. I suppose the fact that 6 of my things sold last week is a good thing.

Cards

time to do some ebay stuff now. I really wish I didn't have to do it this way to get money. But I must.

she's had a week off school and only now is she doing her washing. the day before school. good job...

money

skyping with my dad

today

I need to get off the internet. Everyone is at her wedding. facebooking about it. Its making me feel sick.

Unbearable toe stubbing pain. D:

I keep reminding myself that my problems aren't half as bad as other peoples. but I can't help but feel like its still important to me.

thanks hun. I just find I can't talk to anyone I really know. they just tell me to get over it. Its not really that easy when I'm homesick and missing my other half too.

three days off work. I need to write back to C. I also need to keep busy. I need to find something to make for dinner on Monday for the girls.

not a whole lot to be honest.

I'm sorry if I have been a little bleh recently on here. I just have a lot going on. :(

really unhappy. I just want some money. I want to be able to afford to buy a house. :(

I'm going to fast next week

this weekend is going to suck. alone in a place im no part in.

he leaves tomorrow. for a month. how am I going to cope?

why did I think changing my room around was a good thing? I cannot believe that the windows are leaking.

I don't want to go back there. I feel physically sick.

I need sleep. But I feel really ill. My heart hurts.

I wonder sometimes why I come on here. No one would miss me if I didn't.