-JaK-

I'm not here, This isn't happening

*I hope Joe gets round here soon *I really hope we're ok with each other, It would crush me if I lose her *If he blmaes me and wants to hit me or anything, Im not gonna get in his way, Im ready *But why now, It's my bday tommorow and I have to be ahppy *But if all this turns sour, then i'm kinda screwed until July

radiohead - how to dissapear compleatly

^7

that time has only just came to me werid :/

I hate myself

ill

Radiohead - How To Disappear Completely That there, that's not me I go where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here, I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah, it's gone I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here, I'm not here Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here, I'm not here....

messed up badly :(

Like I want to go stab myself in the neck, but hey "be happy"

*Is that then end *Looks like she's gonna just say bye bye to me now *Fuck it, why is it you can see what your gonna say but can't say it *Long night of insomnia again *Fuck it being my bday tommorow, More like suicide day

I haven't even smiled for than a minute today, im excluded from that

too many to read, but yeah i'd of done some

my bday's tommorow except it feels more like my own funerals tommorow :(

tis :(

do you think he'd even understand what homophobia means though?

straight

well atleast were not alone here 2 men, both in probably the same situation :bigcry: :(

hair

green day - jesus of surburbia

still not great, but atleast I know her and her boyfriend are ok but still :(

Green Day - The one I want

yesh, and slow day slow weekend :(

interpol - not even jail

radiohead - idiotique