i'm thinking first of all that there is no one around and this place is seriously dull, i understand now what people meant about it being dead around here

 

 

I wonder why you stay then... :rolleyes:

:heart:

:'(

i'm thinking first of all that there is no one around and this place is seriously dull, i understand now what people meant about it being dead around here

 

I was in search of king crimson live on youtube and the song epitaph filtered through

 

i thought to myself now this song is truely beautiful and dramatic as the name may well suggest

 

then i played the live version and it seems to have been recorded fairly recently ie last few years

 

and i was disappointed to see how weak the lead singer's voice has become in comparison to his younger days

 

it upsets me to think that sometimes things in the past should stay that way

 

it's weird to think that i'm 18 now and when i was 4 or 5 i used to think 18 was seriously old, i've grown up with my school friends from that age and we're all going our different ways now

 

myself to university in september as is my other old primary school friend while seona is off to china on a gap year

 

my school friends at secondary school are all heading all over the country (and thailand for one) and it seems such a shame that we'll all have to move on in some way because i like my life now as it is with everyone close together

 

i'm scared of making new friends and having to adjust to new personalities

 

i'm worried about moving out and being away from home

 

i'm just generally frightened and thinking about it makes me want to cry

 

i'll miss loads of people

 

sometimes i realise that maybe this is it, i have to do it but then i want to cling onto my childhood and forget things like sex, hiv, politics and debt as though they don't exist, like they didn't to my untainted mind when i was a little girl

 

you think a lot :confused:

 

and spam a lot :dozey:

 

*sigh*

how is that spam?

 

also i could have made a thread about it but i didn't

 

i put it in here

 

so you should be grateful

If there was ever a time for my laundry to do itself.... this would be it.

im not grateful unless you stop posting

i'm becoming nuts

thats not good ^

nope, it really isnt

how is that spam?

 

also i could have made a thread about it but i didn't

 

i put it in here

 

so you should be grateful

 

you spam a lot in general

so wherever you post, I avoid it :wink:

 

but hey!, that's just me

 

for now :dozey:

Time is running out.

 

I must escape before June 7th.

Will anybody hide me? :cry:

 

 

It just stopped, and is no longer working. That was 4 days ago.

 

Is it weird to just want to entertain people?

:dozey:

 

doctor -> MSA -> history. yay. not.

I should really clean my bedroom...

hum.

 

 

woll mdjpojd ,lkodq- :huh:

hein??:thinking:

I'm not bored.

 

I'm simply *empty*

i think i become being crazy because of all my exams

i think i become being crazy because of all my exams

i was close to that too...

 

 

I'm glad to see here a bunch of newbies who are active on the board. :) It's nothing worse than those who register and then don't even post.:thinking:

uuuuh

 

:sneaky:

 

Wasn't expecting this!

lol

*rawr*

:sneaky:

blah

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

why must all good things come to an end:

 

example, good grades, friends, laughter, weather,evenings,relaxation

yep good question

Ah, that fan is the best thing on earth :heart: