yeah, it does 'cause I spend some time of my life here almost every day, chatting to other lovely people who love Coldplay so damn much (like me), so we've some experiences, opinions and so on for sharing... and moreover I completely forget everything... I mean, when I'm here at the computer, begins another world for me, and in that moment I'm not in my home, it's just like if I were everywhere talking to other people from other countries and I love this feeling. ;)

This board has no effect on my real life.

Not really, I browse, I post...that's it!

I have to be honest...and I have to say that since I visit this place I think more about different things...maybe about more important things....and I think it made me more self-confident in my real life...because I realsied that not everybody can be as bad as some guys I've met here in my area....that there are more people who are like me....that made me see things a bit "cooler"!:nice:

I have to be honest...and I have to say that since I visit this place I think more about different things...maybe about more important things....and I think it made me more self-confident in my real life...because I realsied that not everybody can be as bad as some guys I've met here in my area....that there are more people who are like me....that made me see things a bit "cooler"!:nice:

 

I understand you totally... it happens the same with me... people around me at the moment are really dumb, I mean especially my work mates... I have a good time at work anf they're really funny, but to discuss about important things... forget it, they're dull and it's impossible to keep a decent conversation...

 

so I rather come here...

^well.....in my case it is just like that:

 

I talk about totally other things with my friends...because they are interested in other things than I am.....and I still think (although we get along soooo well) we are quite different.....

 

and....I'm on my holidays at the moment...so i have enough time to think about some things....

but don't think too much... it's not good, seriously...

^hehe...of course.....but I have the time to think a lot....and i am a person who naturally thinks a lot...it can be good...but it can also be bad...

well, at least I hope you're thinking more about positive things rather than negative...

Hmmmm...it depends...i think a lot about my life.....what I've done ...if i see it as good or bad....and stuff like that...

do you have regrets?

In how far?

Ok.....

 

I think I wouldn't really chat with newbies anymore.....you know like "how are you" etc......I have "my" people here who I talk to and that's it!

 

 

same here :)

I mean in your life... decisions you took, things you did... is there something you regret?

Of course...sometimes there are things i regret.....I would say even really often...unfortunately...because I'm NOT happy about my life.....I always want to be happy...but I'm not...

that's strange... it's not good to have regrets...

I know....this makes me depressive really often...i think in the last years there hasn't been any day when I didn't have negative thoughts about myself...

you definitely need a boyfriend my dear!!! :uhoh:

Haha.....how often did you tell me that?:uhoh:

 

and I KNOW....but this is also a problem i think about so often.....I have so many doubts about myself.....my self-confidence is a mess......therefore I'm shy...i also think others are better than me....I even think guys don#t deserve someone bad as me....I know it sounds dumb....:angry:

eheheh!!!

 

I think you're overreacting now... there's no reason to go that far... I'd even dare to say that I think that you're too good for most of guys!!! :D

What do you mean with overreacting?

It was not because of your suggestion....I even like it because I always come up with things like that then and I need that...I need to talk about that....

 

and I know i think to bad about myself....

I meant exagerating (ubertreiben)... about the way you think about yourself in the matter of guys...

hehe...yes...ok...maybe it sounds exaggerated.....I know that.....

 

But it is stuck in my mind...and won't get out there....

I'li take it out... just give me time... :P

Honestly.....yeah...maybe you can take it....this would be a good effect on my life...maybe it helps when i talk about it with somebody....it#s one of my biggest dream to get rid of my self-doubts...